The deception came easily The yellow brick road and all its poets Followed She had them by the coat tails Pulling them this way and that Begging for mercy when she had done bad Manican like motions Soon followed Plastered silly putty smile Washed over her veneers and pearly White gates Of tragedy poetically Hallucinate through the glass
I scamp around trying to find myself, All others say – you’re ******* lazy man, I try to do something others don’t, People say – oh, look at this child’s moan, I want to be nothing like everyone else around, They scream – so, you think you’re better than the rest of us and you want to fly off this ground?
I say – I want to, I try to, I dream no matter what But in the end I realize, I’m just like everyone else in this ****** world I’m rotten, sinful and full of ****, And only with time I realize that I’ve been swallowed by others… and puked back into this dirt
The button glares it's hideous grin beckoning me to give it one good push Start Over is plastered over it's red polish Why is the button always red? I question I am numbed my core rotten as I stick in my hands in to see if my heart still beats Everything fades and my senses feel as though it is just an anesthetic I try to see but all I know is this dream within my nightmare The button grows further and further away Will I be able to reach it in time? I don't know...
This is my experience being high the first time and my general mind set right now