I wanna be your friend so badly,
And do so many fun platonic things,
you found out someone called me out, and I'll admit you got kind of weirdly defensive for me.
Don't,
Because it'll hurt so much worse if you think,
I told you from the start.
Please just listen to me,
I Care about you,
Really.
But don't get attached to me,
No,
Not like that.
That isn't me.
Right from the moment I met thee
You were someone special, I knew
Shall I be meant for thy destiny
I’ve never felt this from anyone but you
it took
1 person
to let
me know
that love
exists
it took me
2 seconds
to fight back
and never believe it
it was
3 minutes before
12 midnight
when you dinged
our chat box
and that's
where it
all started
it took me
4 subjects
2 majoring classes
and 2 Prof Eds
just to hide
my phone
and continue
our endless
online banter
like the rest
of the world
never existed,
never mattered.
i had
5 lines
all flooding
our chat box
just to annoy
you out
you were so
annoyed
yet you managed
to beat that number
somehow
causing a ruckus
over my crappy phone
it took me
6 different ways
on how to keep
the conversation alive
upon the
last seen chat
and
it took me
6 different girls
to think
that you are
spending their
company somehow
it took me
7 sighs and a poem
to finish the thought
that my heart
is breaking
and the tears
overflow now
have i really
done something
wrong?
or am i all experiencing
this one sided love
in the first place?
my heart breaks
and I badly regretted
the decision i made
how i wished
i didn't do it
to let it stay
what it was before
but this stupid heart
falls so deep
my eyes fail
and the tears go
help me out,
cure me in.
before i go insane
insane because you
damn exist.
//fin//
They drew tiny sketches
On eachother journals
Ignoring the video
In my 8th period spanish class
No words where even spoken between them
Just side eye glances and smiles
I gave then disappointing glares
To get back to the lesson
They rolled their eyes
And got back to the notes
Who would guess
Such a small moment
Would be the last they had together
Before the man in a mask walked in
And stole their childhood
With the pull of a trigger
Maybe if I had known
I would have let him keep making her laugh
For her last time
once you graduate high school
you see people for who they
really are
people change and
sometimes not for the better
your best friend is now your
worst enemy
the person who intimidated you
is now one of your friends
the boy you had a crush on
is now irrelevant
some people enter high school
with tons of friends
and leave with a few friends
others enter high school
with a few friends
and leave with none at all
- my high school experience
You wipe the tears you've bestowed on her beautiful face.
You're bare and honest.
You expose yourself to her reveal your heart and dont give a fuck what anyone thinks.
You say, "I was wrong. I'm a mess without you."
You caress the heart you left wounded and jaded. You're words hold truth backed behind evidence and action.
You tell her about the nights you lay awake with her face permantely stained inside your brain.
Tell her it was hell without her, and that seeing her green eyes again is the first real sign of heaven youve seen in months.
Tell her how much of a fool you really were to ever let her go... And howd youd walk through fire for the rest of your days just to be beside her.
And lastly, tell her youre world would never be complete without her in it.
Everything is good
The sun is shinning
But the wind breaks the heat
I walk and shiver
I see the grass is greening
Except for one yellow blade
Looking out past
The people walk calmy, but quick
Right past a homeless mans feet
Giving him my shoes
I walked along looking back
To see him trade them for a hat
Barefoot now
I walked along an even surface
Even though it was graveled
Walking quick and light
With two young fresh legs
I splashed through a puddle
Bathing in the warmth
I let it soak into my skin
However quickly it became cold
Then I spotted her
My friend from across the field
Just a friend...
At first I thought you were just a friend
Then we touched
A friendly way--
This happened every day
Then one day you held on--
Would you hold on if I was yours?
And you were mine?
I see you in the halls,
and sometimes you say hi,
or sometimes don't notice me.
Your three years my senior,
and we see each other almost every day.
Inside and outside of school,
if only we could have time alone, to talk, to pretend I am home,
in your arms.
So I'll keep holding on,
to your hand,
until I know for sure.
This is the ends
I bet you will smile.
after this next sentence, you'll see.
That this was about you