You say you love me but I don't know for your love is like the winter's snow. Though I see you now just as you are your presence is like the morning star. I'll try and grasp what this could mean when a heart close to a mind has been.
Our feelings shared before made sense but now all fall back on the past tense. It seems as if we've been drifting apart and love's seeking to make a new start. We're both grateful we've had a chance to experience in our life love's romance. -------------------
These hands art weary from Juggling heavy tribulations Thrown towards Me at supersonic Speed By life and humanity, working In harmony, snatching away Whatsoever joy comes my way At any given moment Of course.
Today is but a twin of yesterday, Bearing the same cruel whip My back has tasted far too Many times.
Each chapter thus far, chronicling My accounts I narrowly endure is Penned by Yahweh, The author behind my hardships.
Whilst optimism screams Into My stubborn ears, logic persuades Me my final chapter will be much The same. So Let me burn my partial Story, Prematurely.
Silence I’m trying find the words to say I’m trying to figure out the words to write I need to say something I feel it in my chest It’s a pressure that’s weighing me down It’s a rag in my mouth Silencing me Something is bothering me Something is making me uneasy Something is affecting me Something is changing me Is it for the better? I don’t know yet Growth happens when your uncomfortable Is that why I’m so anxious? Is that why my mind is racing Is that why I’m shaking Something triggered me I’m thinking back through my routine I went to work I was listening to loud music Ahhh Now I remember The protesters triggered me Looking at each one of their faces as they called me a murderer Lined up one by one Condemning me to hell Screaming blood is on my hands I work at a women’s clinic I’m helping women I’m helping Right?