orgiastic blurring in the breadth of tiny movement (Angelic cheekbones that cut thru the dark) miracles come untangled --presented follower-- i lay with ur head on my chest awaiting the command of ur words u will never know me i'll never let u know me i loved u far too early too early to tell but i know the feeling well i never wanted to say it leaving u the first time but i knew it was true made it to my train in a hurry i'd've looked anyone in the eye bar u head still pointed high Rattling in my chair homeward-bound with a smile
i'm not ashamed i was never ashamed maybe nervous maybe ashamed later on for giving it another chance then another chance but i knew the outcome before going back O but that's another story another time
i held ur hand in ur street i held ur hand in my city and nothing else belonged but us two kisses two drinks between us yet sooo drunk but we just never seemed to last for one thing or another i don't do relationships i just get ****** over and i'm used to it by now i'm long used to it,
i've got blisters where your fingerprints once rested but they're gone now along with you O boy i'm so blue
bohhhii am so bluuuuuu
text me so i don't have to text u again
boy ur so conceited boy ur so soft boy i saved u some trouble i'm not open to no one i should've told u one heartbreak was enough but boy i'm glad i didn't i got what i wanted guess i'm selfish like ur selfish and we'll never be friends u were never my friend
in our silence i can be everything u wanted me to be and just keep to myself and stay unphased
ur on my mind everyday if we were on speaking terms maybe i'd say But i can never stay straight and u never have a good enough reason to stay. so funny how things play out. Thank **** the love was never mutual Thank **** we can leave it at memories You meant more than I could ever say...
In a scribble grammar-sphere Covid-spastic-wormholes from a new world intelligence.
Come on dudes this is a personal invite who-ever own the guru-rules out there come clear make contact let's boogie on Bach eat together with Spock, vegans are welcome too no disecting no probes no props only sunlight strobes just the few of us a humpback tv Danny Glover, Aeon flux and Spielberg, indulged in mars bars and smoked-yeast, if the kitchen heats up I'll offer you oil Sheik in galaxian crude dip with elongated Musk on fire and ice.
Exzoplanet dips for the refined while the EATH is burning.
I Can't accept the truth baby, ignorance is bliss. I can't escape the memories of all that this is. Rather let them fade away to champagne thrills, falling off the edge of abyss. Rather let them fall like I fell for you. Like the ashes, burning off of this cigarette.
Cause I knew it from the start. Every second, every time. I knew you'd break my heart every time we spoke a rhyme. I knew it'd fall apart. Couldn't say that you were mine. But that's just want I want to say because I know it's time. So ask me how I feel. I can't tell what's real. Insist that we would fall apart until you sealed the deal. I wish you said loved me like you said you used to feel. and I wish youd call me baby cause you know I'd hope it's real.
But how can I love you if I never loved myself? Like everyday I wake up wishing I was someone else. Cause everyone I know has seen a better side of hell.
And you know I fall apart, in the darkness by myself.