Ordinary mortal Ordinary show Don't miss me Let me go My dear friends My dear foes Don't miss me Let me go Ordinary mortal Ordinary show Don't waste Your precious tears As I go Ordinary mortal Ordinary show Don't miss me Let me go Look around So many gems Take care of them This dry stem Belongs to urn Don't miss me Let me go
Thank you for finally ending things between you and I Because I never would have found the strength in my heart to say goodbye
As much as it has broken my heart and shaken up everything I thought I knew about the world, I still am grateful to you for finally cutting me off and giving me your cold shoulder instead. Because you are no good for me, and although I have known that for awhile, I didn't really care because you made me feel SO amazing just with one touch and when we kissed all surroundings melted away and you were the only thing that mattered. But I care about you so much its unhealthy. And I would have put up with any amount of ******* because you were worth the pain to me. I cant honestly say I am happier now and I dont know if I ever will be as happy as I was with you again. But at least this way I can be respected by the next person I choose to share my life with. You will always have the biggest piece of my soul but you don't have all of it anymore. I need to work on bettering myself as a person and I can do that now as hard as it is. I may be lonely, but you aren't, so I am happy that one of us has found the peace we both craved so badly.
I sat staring at the wall No expression upon my face, As I contemplated the life I lived And remember that it's just been me, All alone behind these empty eyes;
No one knows that there's nothing there Because not a single soul has gazed into My eyes to see the pain that I am in And how I am in need of their help So I wouldn't feel so alone;
This leaves me setting up barriers, Not wanting anyone to gaze inside; So I put on a show for everyone; I think positive thoughts, Dreaming happy dreams, Hoping to pay no heed To the dark reality;
I put on a wide smile And laugh a loud laugh, To put on the illusion that There is not a thing wrong with me;
But I leave a hint that I am in need of help, It's behind the gates that are my eyes, The emptiness shows the lie that I live And the battle that I fight every day; But no one cares if I need help cuz they're blind;
I put on too good of a show; Smiled and laugh more than I should have, Listened and cared more than I had too I did such a good job that no one Knows that there's something wrong with me;
I've become consumed by this character I have created within the confines of my mind; I don't know where I am in this empty space And I don't know if I can get out of it
The only thing left to do is the embrace it, Until it ends the rest of my sanity; So I must follow the old saying And keep the show going.
I think nobody understands the pain, of living with constant fear. I am tired of seeing women oppressed, being hit, only bruises to show. It is not okay to seal her lips then question, why she took time to come out. I will lose it if someone says that home is where I'll be safe, oh I am not. She is not, She is not, Oh she is not, she is not, she is not, Oh I am not.