When you realize that its getting ridiculous
Years should have been years
But memories with you filled it
It felt like it was only yesterday that you’ve left me

It felt like yesterday when you’ve given up on me
And when I was still hung up on the jokes you made
The air tasted bitter only when you exhaled the words
im sorry I take back what I said

Only then I knew, the truth isn’t gonna be constant
In your eyes, I was someone you would use the word perpetual
But was doesn’t define now and I am in your past
I was once your truth until we decided to part

i am strolling through the pages of our story.
still.

Dear Reader,
I'm sorry
I'm sorry because I get too easily attached
I'm sorry because I speak too much and say too little
I'm sorry for being so horrible
I'm sorry that sometimes I can't hide the anger, the rage
I'm sorry I never told you
I'm sorry that if I die,
I wouldn't have told you
How much I love you
How I could never hold you enough
How you're my light
I'm sorry that I might die
and it might be my fault
I'm sorry for saying sorry so much

,sorry- me

Solomon 4d

My thoughts lay 'neath the moonlight shine,
Yet the abyss still dark and silent,
The stars hung within the nightly heavens,
Whisper "Shall thou make ammends?"

I sang a song,
She dances upon it,
I did her wrong,
Her graces forgave it,
but she can't forget,
so she went on her way,
oh how much I regret,
now I'm left here in despair.

This is how I feel,
all that I've shared,
thoughts dark enough to kill,
written and told so I would be spared.

As I look back and realise that it was my fault.Feeling guilty all the way even after she said "It's okay".
Quinn 4d

Dear Hair,
I'm sorry for turning you grey and white with my stress.

Dear Brain,
I'm sorry for all the depressing thoughts and worries.

Dear Eyes,
I'm sorry for drowning you in the tears from my breakdowns.

Dear Mouth,
I'm sorry for all the kind lies and obscene truths I made you say.

Dear Neck,
I'm sorry for the red marks caused by the ropes I've tied around you.

Dear Shoulders,
I'm sorry for making you carry the weight of the world.

Dear Arms,
I'm sorry for the short, painful, cuts, causing the blood to pour out.

Dear Hands,
I'm sorry for making you drag razors, scissors, and blades across my body.

Dear Heart,
I'm sorry for breaking you up into microscopic shards.

Dear Stomach,
I'm sorry for all the butterflies from the thoughts of him.

Dear Feet,
I'm sorry for all the problems I made you run away from.

Dear Dreams,
I'm sorry I had to crush you for the sake of making others happy.

Dear Feelings,
I'm sorry for trying to erase you from my life.

Dear Friends,
I'm sorry that I've been doing such a bad job at keeping my mask on.

Dear Family,
I'm sorry for being a disappointment.

Dear World,
I'm sorry that I had to pain you with my existence.

And lastly,

Dear M,
I'm sorry that you have to go through so much without me by your side.

If M is reading this (They know who they are) I'm so sorry that I never tell you what's going on in my life, or that I push you to tell me what's wrong. I just want to help, but I can't help feeling like I'm making things worse. I love you to the moon and back, forever and always. Please, never forget that.
Jobira 4d

I am sorry my poetess,
I never meant to break your heart,
And cause you any kind of pain,
That might tore your life apart.

I knew you were fragile
Like a shattering glass
When I asked to take your hand
On the journey of sensual romance.

That must’ve been selfish of me
Losing my blindside
When we jumped into the pool
Without knowing what was inside.

But, I realized it now,
Forgive me is all I can say
Please, put down  
you pride and luggages,
And stop running away.

@jobiranyc (12/13/2017)

Sometimes, we don’t really say I’m truly sorry to someone until it’s too late.
mythie 5d

Warm bed.
Suffocation.

Lukewarm water.
Drowning.

Dishes upon dishes are stacked.
Tumbling.

Down.
Down.
Down.
Down.

Another day, another relative in the grave.
Salty tears can't turn back time.

I never caressed, I never cared.
But I did care.

Wet pillow.
Drying.

Cry.
Cry.
Cry.
Cry.

Take a watch and turn back time.
Where would you like to go?

Go back to everybody you forgot existed?
Or maybe spend more time with the people you didn't?

Help out your family more often?
Because you never did so before.

Never.
Never.
Never.
Never.

You can't go back, you know that right?
Why are you crying?

They're dead, they all are.
It's over now, forget it.

No matter how many times you say it, it's meaningless.
"Sorry."

Obscrea 5d

I think I miss you a lot
More than I realize
Because things keep
Happening and I
Always

Find myself wishing
That I could tell you
All about them.

allyson 2d

I am sorry.
I know you hate it when I say it but it is too true,
too much a part of me not to.
I am sorry because I do not know who I am.
I am sorry because there is a gap between who I am and who I want to be.
The gap is too wide for me to see to the other side and I do not know how to jump
with trust that I won’t fall.
It is such an easy thing to say when you feel safe but outside
of what feels like home
it is so hard.

I am sorry I don’t know what to say around you.
I am sorry for all the words I haven’t said.
I am sorry I have too many things to apologize for I would never fit them on a page.
Know that I am truly sorry
Lately I’ve been trying to find a way to the side of who I want to be
but the shore is murky.
I don’t know where it begins.

I’m sorry
I don’t know what was your fault
or what was mine
And I don’t know why at the time I acted the way I did because I was definitely at fault
But all I know is I’m asking for forgiveness
I crave forgiveness
I need forgiveness just as I need to breathe

I’m not sure if you feel the same way
And I don’t know if I’ll ever know
Oh the wonder
So I’m writing this in case you stumble over it one day
Oh the anticipation

I need my friend back
A friendship was broken on that day along with many things
But most importantly a friendship
And I have been searching and seeking for something that will fulfill that position of a best friend and nothing has come along
Nothing is good enough

I just need my friend back
Someone to talk to at the end of the day
But that was ruined and for that I need to say I’m sorry

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