I am working on me
I shall keep working on me
Working requires energy
The problem is who will provide fuel
fires raged as the winds fueled their fervor
taking on anything in their path with incredible force
moving across the ground and leaping up to reach higher fuel
doing only what fires do...
moving with the wind and leaving a path of blackened surface
is this our new reality...?
Brian Hill - 2020 # 247
before wanting there is learning
you must discover before you desire
are desires more significant
how do you gauge
is desire the fuel to all information
just asking for a friend...
Brian Hill - 2020 # 220
Do you have the answer?
I’m always afraid of the worst
The fear just churns in my head
Fuelling more of my anxious thoughts
It’s an unfortunate cycle
That I’m desperately trying to break
So sensitive skinned
Passions keep me from world's lies
My heart unscripted
I made a promise to myself that on my 25th birthday, Ill be making changes to myself, slowly but surely. Ive often hated myself for being so 'sensitive', I thought if I killed that part of me, Ill be happy. Now Ill be kinder to myself and embrace it as an asset, not a flaw. I will finally be tackling some old fears and demons. Its my very passion, my own fire that keeps me warm from the chaos of the world around me and the relationships of wonderful friends and family that keep me sane and grounded.
I want to be as real as I can and present the best version of myself everytime too.
As I said, Im working on new collection which I hope will be posted soon. Still got alot to research, haha! But I will be going back to continuing some collections here!
Stay safe and well everyone!
A dog, by your side!
Someone good to show off!
To please your parents
While I disappear into darkness
Nothing hurts! like her compliments
When I become what she wants
Give me death & despair
Instead of true love
For they are
Fuel to sad people & poets
I hate the fact that I loved her.
Mind squeezed, heart broken
And words that aren't spoken
Silence fills poems
moral of the story
is in the end
what destroys me ?
watching me burn
as you throw
on the fire
as you walk
destroy me slowly and you seem to savor every piece
Closed every door by myself.
Struggling even to stand up.
Burning within, back facing the floor
one thing running through my mind,
What if I knew back then
what I know right now?
What I really was
and now I'm ****** up in between!
Now is no time for whining
no place to complain.
Your aggression, turn it to focus.
Its like the fuel,
burn it to race your raging engine!
Might've been failing
but never stop trying.
After all you've been through
Or all that could've been,
now you've come closer
to what you've been doing!