Under the light of the moon I'll spin the sands through the air To pull the tides and travel oceans I'll cover the night with glistening stars For they can reflect on the waters below And I'll free the night in a crimson red To silhouette howling wolves and Maidens patiently sitting in the night
I was forced to leave the place I called my sanctuary The place in which you constantly reminded me I should feel safe Filled with positive memories Happiness and no judgment But we have two different definitions of safe To you, because you are my mentor, you have this overruling authority You will punish both the right and the wrong There is no use in biting the hand that feeds you So, unconsciously, your wish is my command You didn’t even realize I was gone Until I was I ran away from you as fast as I could Expecting an unruly army of beasts to follow behind I waited Stopped at the red light No one came after me There was no army Not even a gust of wind Shame was the only one to follow me into the dark Freedom, no more orders or demands The unreality of this moment sank in All I wanted was to be back in the safety of my own arms However, I no longer had a safe place to rest A flightless bird trapped in a nest of lies Unable to escape I ran into the night, no direction of where I was headed Alone, but free
my parents kicked me out of my house once and things have never been the same. now as a college student returning home I feel like a guest in my own house.
I wait I sit and wait my whole life to unfold nothing happens I sit and wait to feel the life I have been told about nothing shifts I listen I look only noise only stuff my mind is full of it I try to escape when I sit and wait
Shaped by my past my mind gives me orders so subtle they seem to be coming from me so subtle I believe I am free it is only when I feel myself I know it can not be as I notice my frozen me I move I tremble nobody sees how I shake nobody sees how I hesitate they find no harm in me thus they welcome my company
not sure whether this will be my life whether this is what is or whether there will be more I try to reach the light of now