The tension between Our cold eyes were Thick. We entangled our broken Hearts Into one entity Without realizing we dragged Each other to the breaking point. We worked hard To maintain this fleeting love, But our pride Crushed it.
Now we are left In a pool of tears Wondering what life could be If remained unified.
You were dashing And I was crying, But you beckoned me, To slowly follow, Into the sea of mystery. My misguided heart Accepted you fully And you kept me happy. Then you took my soul And guided me back To the path of hope. My savior, My protector And my lover, Stole what was left Of the shattered heart And made it anew.
We wait for the perfect Moment, Where the world stands still To dance in the moonlight Bringing Joy to this depressing land, We move our hands Jump on our feet Enjoying the company of one Another. And when the sun rises to say Hello, I realize that the only one dancing Was me.
They say opposites attract, But I can't say the same for me and you, We are completely the same which makes our hatreds Grow stronger. Why? Why do we still remain merged, Once we came to that realization, That we were never meant to be, We struggle to keep the relationship going, We destroy ourselves, To create the facade of happiness.
Once again I am all alone, Living a life of Solitude. Your smile That once greeted me, Is a fleeting existence, In what seems to be my Expanding unconscious. Why? Why did I let You escape my wavering hands?
I allowed myself to confess To you, The only one I loved, But it seemed the feelings You had for me were Nonchalant.
Someone, any wake me up. Wake me from this dream Where you don't talk to me, Where you ignore me. Wake me from the dream Where I told you I love you And those words became my enemy.
Please someone send me back Let me take those words Back So we can become what We were before, Because I am becoming lonely And the Guilt Is rotting my soul to the Dark Core.
I had a dream, Not one filled with The Rainbows of A small child, I was overwhelmed With constant fear Running. Running from what, I do not know, But I was mortified, That when I called out To you, You did not answer, So I was blindly Running into ****.
One Sweet day, I got the courage To stand up to The terror and fear And saw that I Was actually running from You.
Whispers of the Moon Sing Lullabies To the soothing children But we are still up exploring, The wider world of Love. We are drowned in Each other's presence And destined to sing the unearthly songs But when you have such Love Between two people Who were drawn together By Kismet, Not even the chattering crickets Become a Nuisance To the Love that Remains undaunted.
As I spiral down Into the deep sense Of Depression and Regret I was for the beckoning Finger Of Death to comb my shivering Neck. We all want something I chose death So that I can escape The wicked sense of humor This world has. When it comes to replaying My life I regretful that I let this Secret Follow Me To the wooden bed Under the Earth. But I am glad I wanted to die, So someone could Unravel the secret That was almost like bullet wound. Finally I will get Justice. And I will dance in The After world Where I am bounded by Freedom
Love how cruel You are You attempt To show us that Are obtainable But never once showed us The trouble we have to go through. Never once did you Show Me the amount of tears And heart-ache that I have to face Because of the little rush Of Emotions My cold heart felt. Love, You are a cruel being. Why can't you just strike us With an invisible arrow, To prevent the difficulty Of finding "The one" The difficulty of getting drunk Off of ****.
Like a thief My heart was poached Causing me to fall In the spiral of Love. But I did not know The thief was evil Causing me pain Each day. Shambling my hear For the satisfaction Of his own. Never, Never have I thought I could be whole once more. Then I met another thief Who glued the pieces one by one.
The willow tree That I sit under Beckons me to sleep It holds me tight Like the memories I dearly keep. But once in a while It brings me despair Causing me tears. I couldn't handle The thought of your Blood shed and tears. Instead of facing The dark abyss I lay dangling From the tree's Branch
I let the sadness and the pain Eat at my flesh Causing me strife In walking another day. I stayed for you Changed for you But I guess it was not enough. Now I am locked in the Pit of Sorrows Waiting for you to Rescue my heart From the shadow which You left it. Because one day The noose around my neck Will get tighter And that will be the end Of the bond I treasure
I am blinded by Your love And unable to Sing our favorite song Because you left me Weeping On the eggshells We call a relationship. Now I am sick Mentally Unable to grasp Reality Because you showed Me the true meaning Of a Dark Fantasy
As it dictates In the land long ago There once was a human Who gazed on the flowers So lovingly That every every petal Caressed their ankles That swept through The bumpy pathway. But the flowers never Knew about this person's Pain that was buried Within the shadows Of the heart. The flowers never Saw the tears Or the screams. All it saw was the Majestic smile.
I am not crying because You left me My tears are meant for You who loved me, Each back breaking day You showed me that simple smile Which became my ray Of sunshine. How I loved dancing Under the moonlight And kissing you in the rain drops. I wont grieve the loss Of our relationship Because I will treasure Each fleeting moment That we shared for so long. The stars that glistened Each night you drove me home. The night the son Of death came Causing you to leave me abruptly. The sadness Will never cease But I will not squander The times we valiantly shared. The tears I have
The dark shadow That sits on these shoulders Chokes my existence Draining the life from me Causing me to fall closer To insanity Where no one can redeem me. I am here to bring you light Through this darkness A man once said But all he did was keep me As dead weight To exempt him from his Proceeding troubles Then when got his Satisfaction And realized I wasn't enough He left me stranded And he entered the realms Of death. Now I am alone To roam the dark streets Through my un natured dreams Waiting until I execute myself To finally be free
Blood reigns from My flickering eyelash As he tells me it's "okay" But how can it be When each day I am Grovelling To your stainless shoes In my pain You come to hush and soothe But it turns to stinging and crying Am I not the one you love Am I not the one you adore I guess not Because even though We are both freaks of nature An abomination by modern society I have come to turn That ore mature love Into consistent anger Now it's my turn to cause pain Because my fire has re kindled And I am ready to start Burning your life down.
Become my the reason I retaliate against this Crazy world Where guns and violence are My protection And love is my weakness. I am broken by the daily Sickness That runs in my veins Causing me to change Each ****** day.
Become my soilder That opens my heart Which bears much evil, Including the sins of my ancestry. Your the only one I can trust As I dwindle from my sanity Because I am a devil That needs redemption.
As the clock moves It's hands foreword We begin to realize that our Time alive is deadline down By the millisecond We have to understand That that the years of Adulthood are overbearing And so we need to clench onto Our mothers *****. In which we graciosly need.
I don't know how to Feel. Some days all the confusion Of the world muddles My senses and I am unable To tell right from wrong And other days the perfection Of a blooming flower Gives me hope that i will one day Evolve into a better human. But for now I am stuck here listening To the endless banter of the Screams in the wind. Who would cease when I Put my world to an end.
I am not as beautiful As my ice cold heart, Which glimmers each time We experience pain. But I will not waver Because they say I belong in a fortress To hide this outer shell And this soul that crawls within me.
I would dream of endless nightmares In which I obtain the beauty like My callous heart But then I would realize I would Loose those who are special. And don't care if I am a goddess Or human.
With the one pen and pencil I can draw my way to a better life Or rewrite my whole destiny I can go on adventures Or have a steamy romance I can let go I can be free. Even though my Freedom is short lived I can create myself Into a better human
Do you ever have those Dreadful moments Where you thought To blow up the world Because nothing is going your way. You curse the air you breathe But the words come out in Nimble squawks. You try to bottle up Every feeling you ever had Because you know If there was any slightest Examination of your mind You would be sent to jail Or the psychiatric ward. Anger the demon That feeds off of every word You said in past years Is the reason behind many of these Complex emotions. We may try to stop it. But eventually It will consume us and hurt Those who are near
My body aches From the back breaking pain That you enforced on me Every sad day. I want to open my quivering Lips To tell you, No Scream at you "That this is not the end" "I will get you back." You caused me so much That my eyes are forever dull. I want to tell you I hate you. But it seems that my Lips will remain shut Because now I am looking At your barren grave Hoping that you are where you Belong. Now that you are out Forever gone from My life, I will become the Depiction of false happiness. However I will always remember All your sins and The scars that are buried deep In my recovering skin. Hoping that I can be a story of survival.
As a child I was left to be free I was able to walk To talk To do anything that The imagination Though was real. But as I grew older I was told everything That I once knew was wrong And that happiness had to be earned And that imagination Is only for those who are unwise. I had to make a metamorphosis To conform into adulthood And all the creativity and happiness That was rampant In my younger years was ****** from me.
My body waits For your tenderness To show me the love you deserve But we are undermined And treated with scorn When we share our radiant love That bound us together We are separated because of culture But we are bound because of the spirit Don't keep me waiting forever Because my shriveled hands Wants to hold yours Rescue me from this brooding tower Of hatred that surrounds me .
Should I be what People want me to be? The judgmental eyes Loom over my shoulders. And the whispers sends the hairs flying on my neck. I want to be different But its so easy to be misguided so easy to follow the trend But the trend will never stop Someone from being dead.
Isn't it hopeless To attempt to please everyone At least one person Will cause you tears When you try to spread happiness That one person will stir Many emotions That you try to keep Bottled up Causing you to explode,
We fight each day Crying out to nature Like the psychos We all are, We want redemption From the evil that Lay in the closet But we do not accept the Fact that the darkness That is formed deep within Our soul, Is eating away at the Goodness The peace The happiness That consumes our mind. We are humans after all We are the two sides to Every story.
Dear Whoever, The life you sold me The dreams you gave me Were lies Was it not. You fed me like a child With all the things you Planned for us to do But you replaced me for the Lover you met last week. I do not feel anger Or resentment Nor will I show resilience I just hope Your stomach is eaten by Your GUILT
Under this pinnacle Of green leaves I sit Waiting for my lover Who tells me a bunch of sweet Nothings. Who wipes away my tears. This pinnacle Represents Our love Which is full of strength. Now, I must wait For my soul mate, That brings me to life, Like the sun does to the leaves.
For me my life was Stolen Taken abruptly With no form of sympathy It feels like an Endless Nightmare That I attempt to fight But the thief is more Powerful And expects me to fail As the thief Consumes my happiness, peace, freedom I lay awake in my Barren room Cryinglike an Infant child No one hears my Tears But one day these cries Would cease And there would be murmurs Among the land
If I was still there Waiting on you I would be dragged strait To the asylum You built for me personally. You called me crazy Because I wanted to shower You in my affection Because even though you Committed adultery Against me. Thats why I had to go Leave you behind In that drunken sate Still kissing that dreadful woman. Don't look for me I am not needed Because I left to raise our unborn child.
I am oblivious, To you and your feelings, To your pain To your anger. I consider you an insignificance To the air space Your presence annoys My living soul. You come to question Who I am? I am someone who is the bane of your entire existence.
The endless waking In my sleep Because of the Nightmares That are in repeat. Each one, Is a reflection of my daily life. And with each one I die. I die not because of the evil That is rampant within the society. I die because My darkness, My despair, My sadness, Consumes the air which I breath. Leaving me helpless And worthless, Like a piece of trash Drifting on the ground.
My love for you will always Be there Death being the only obstacle We enter the escapades Of our love. We may fall in love over And over again Each time If we are reincarnated But love that is limitless is Boundless and I will love you Until love is a figment Of the imagination.
I don't know if this makes any sense ... I am questioning it myself
The whispers among the air the mouths twitching the words forming Some thing you don't want Others to hear. The whispers, Getting louder And i am trying to hear. This is maddening, Why don't I know What are these secrets That everybody knows.
I am caged In the midst of society Living the life I despise Hearing those who complain And those who fight to survive. We divulge in our imaginative beings In attempts to become free Only to be dragged back to reality By the life we attempt to seek.
When your body Mind and soul Has been enticed by someone And you do not feel the urge To let them go. Well that's what I am going through And it feels great I am walking taller Talking more and its because of you *If you don't let me go Ill never let you go Because I am in love.
The woman in tears Because the man she loved Hit her once more Without one inch of remorse. They, who were in love From the beginning of time itself Now have two kids, But he seems to forget That they are watching innocently From the chairs beside them. She who loved him for so long Turned his love into hatred. Why? Because he has been broken, Broken by the pressure Of life itself. Someone, Anyone help this woman before its too late.
How can I let myself roam free When the darkness creeps behind me. Waiting for me to to stumble So that I loose every Sane thought that I own. So I would have to scream to The heavens For being abandoned or alone. The darkness hates Hates the positive thoughts That consume me. So they lock it up and threw away the key.
Why are you waiting To drag me down that road Can't you see I wan't To be free from this Asylum Free from this insanity.
As humans, There are so many of us, That every lineage can get tangled. Then why are we killing our brother, Assaulting our sister, Bullying our nieces, Persecuting our nephews. We walk each day With our heads held high, Leaving the homeless on the road to suffer. Ungrateful to fact that if we work hard we can get everything While some people have to work hard just to survive.