I love you. Since I saw the cracks in your bookshelf, Your graceful hair intertwined with your shoulders, The way you throw your head back and laugh. If you are Juliet, I am death, And I wonder how the snake felt, Knowing he allowed Eve the apple. I should hold my forked tongue, For I know you would care for no, Walking nervous breakdown. Who could? But this agonized black mass, Writhing inside me, where my heart should be, Barely living, barely dying. Masquerading passion, good will. I just need you to shoot it.
That day when you asked if you could tell me a secret I was so excited, But to be honest I freaked out. I was so unworthy of that weight. My simple heart cannot hold such pressure. The weight you are carrying. The knowledge that you've earned. I felt so unworthy of the words that would spill out of your lips. That day I felt something different. I thought I knew knowledge, I thought I knew how to take life as easily as a floating feather. I thought I knew how to take my problems and put it down with my fists. I thought I knew what is love. But that day your eyes told me a different story. Your eyes showed me a story of a thousand nights. A forest of thousand lives. A Library with thousand books. A universe of thousand skies.
Your eyes asked for trust that day It asked for a chamber with a lost key, Locked away and cannot be found for eternity.
But I am just a human. Unworthy of the treasury you wanted to give. Illiterate to the feelings you wanted to share. And unworthy of your trust.
I'm tired. Tired of convincing myself that it was them, and not me. Tired of trying to understand their uninterest, in me. I'm tired. Tired of lying to myself, that one day ill find the one that will, love me.
Just don't think about those people Who have left you with no choice But to think the reason of your aloneness.
Just don't hover around, Those, Making you feel unworthy, Shut their door, And don't worry dear, It isn't ego, It's self-respect, Self-help, Self esteem and Self-love.
Just don't be with those, Bragging about their victory, By belittling your tiny beginnings, And don't worry dear, It isn't that you aren't worthy, But the person is so unworthy To witness your Victory by stepping tiny it's.
your eyes and their laughter lines, your hair and your familiar frame, your bare feet and clean teeth, the warmth from our shared time. the miracles made into memories, the wonders into wishes, the triumphs into tragedies, your patience with my pretending. untouched i longed to be untethered, but too long in the mire to change. how long will you wait for my hands to be your hands? a song in a dream and awake we're apart, my fear my fault and my freedom my fear. you may not want me anymore, for i am ragged.
Desire to see How you'd be Makin my world flee Dont know how to feel Cuz lovin u is my need That i cant stop but feed Eyes turning with speed Whenever u proceed Yet your always accompanied Afflicting to admit but envied Makin my heart bleed For they may mislead For i am pitied If only youd forseen Decree as my queen By all means an equisite scene Not a soul step intervene Abundant love since sixteen Take you to cuisine For all is unseen Have all ur questions I'd answer with combustion You may ask am i the right one? Different from everyone? Worthy or is there no one? But this aint done So listen You maybe be taken But i have ur heart won Give you all for love you more than all Haunting yet sacrifice my self in any circumstances given Always and forever there for u for certain Stand out as there mistakin They dare forsaken Have audacity to Heartbreakin my queen be ****** heartachein My undertakin bringin them shakin Cuz none will stop my wrath for godsakin I am thier nightmare satan Deeply awakin like a hawk I am not all talk But at least not like them to stalk Have u in a shock cuz i am destined to rock Have ur love lock full of stock that none can knock Dont care if i am mocked Waiting for all ticks on clock No need if you let me have u spoken Take all my action Never be forgotten For ill give all my attention Be your best decision
Uneven Without substance, void of faith Unresolved Seeking facts among the fiction Untapped For the price seems too steep Unfavored Privilege lost that was never had This heart is blackstone, hollow within Day to day, sinking further down Useless Fake a smile of sincerity, For all the world's a stage, and we are but merely actors Or whatever Shakespeare meant. Reveal yourself, masked man Uncover the fear you bring In a cloak of anxiety and dread For these lay dormant yet dominant within this vessel From this side of the mirror, it is all you will ever see
Yo la quiero, la amo Y sé que siente lo mismo por mí Pero hay veces que dudo de ese amor No porque no lo dice lo suficiente No porque no lo enseñe todos los días Pero porque no creo en mi misma No veo lo que usted ve No escucho lo que usted escucha Estoy toda rota En pedazos Destrozada En necesidad de milagros No me veo capaz de hacer algo bien Una buena para nada Una imbécil Cerrada y callada Soy incapaz de Hacer Hablar Escuchar Pelear Soñar
No soy digna de su cariño I am not worthy of your love