Do you ever have those Dreadful moments Where you thought To blow up the world Because nothing is going your way. You curse the air you breathe But the words come out in Nimble squawks. You try to bottle up Every feeling you ever had Because you know If there was any slightest Examination of your mind You would be sent to jail Or the psychiatric ward. Anger the demon That feeds off of every word You said in past years Is the reason behind many of these Complex emotions. We may try to stop it. But eventually It will consume us and hurt Those who are near
As a I child I was ignorant To the morbid society That I lived in. I was ignorant to the Death that chocked me Ignorant to the love that Left me. But now, I am not a child I am an adult Ready to beat the depression That surrounds me with A bright smile.
My love, What broke you? You are afraid to come Out your depressed shadow Afraid to show me that smile Too tired to even laugh Your beauty is no longer shown In the crevice of you loud personality I miss it.
The woman in tears Because the man she loved Hit her once more Without one inch of remorse. They, who were in love From the beginning of time itself Now have two kids, But he seems to forget That they are watching innocently From the chairs beside them. She who loved him for so long Turned his love into hatred. Why? Because he has been broken, Broken by the pressure Of life itself. Someone, Anyone help this woman before its too late.
I am caged In the midst of society Living the life I despise Hearing those who complain And those who fight to survive. We divulge in our imaginative beings In attempts to become free Only to be dragged back to reality By the life we attempt to seek.
I owe myself the Pleasure Of confessing to you. I loved you, Since that first smile On that first trip, Remember it in grade 3. You looked at the seals Dancing at the gleaming waves. Screaming in happiness When the water touched Your skin.
As you grew older That smile seemed to fade The screams of happiness faltered Your bright eyes Masked by glares.
All i want is the return Of that happy child The one from grade 3 The one I fell in love with.
We wait for the perfect Moment, Where the world stands still To dance in the moonlight Bringing Joy to this depressing land, We move our hands Jump on our feet Enjoying the company of one Another. And when the sun rises to say Hello, I realize that the only one dancing Was me.
The world is filled with My painful woes Torturing me Each day With reminders of what you did. I am cold and broken Unable to comprehend the situation I am involved in Shattered by your False Sense of hope and freedom. Don't look for me Because by the time You find me I will be gone Running from the *Dark
I am blinded by Your love And unable to Sing our favorite song Because you left me Weeping On the eggshells We call a relationship. Now I am sick Mentally Unable to grasp Reality Because you showed Me the true meaning Of a Dark Fantasy
I'm falling slowly Deeper into madness Becoming obsessive Crazed with feelings of insecurity I want to ***** the happiness that I have injected into my veins Can I cry? I hate seeing myself this way I hate seeing myself Can I cry? Because I want to be free from the shackles That bound me to this Earth
Become my the reason I retaliate against this Crazy world Where guns and violence are My protection And love is my weakness. I am broken by the daily Sickness That runs in my veins Causing me to change Each ****** day.
Become my soilder That opens my heart Which bears much evil, Including the sins of my ancestry. Your the only one I can trust As I dwindle from my sanity Because I am a devil That needs redemption.
They say opposites attract, But I can't say the same for me and you, We are completely the same which makes our hatreds Grow stronger. Why? Why do we still remain merged, Once we came to that realization, That we were never meant to be, We struggle to keep the relationship going, We destroy ourselves, To create the facade of happiness.
Emotions are useless They bring forth words expressions, and attitudes We wish to dispel. Is it better to not care? Is it better to become a big pile of meat? Unaffected by what people do or think Because emotions are useless.
Love how cruel You are You attempt To show us that Are obtainable But never once showed us The trouble we have to go through. Never once did you Show Me the amount of tears And heart-ache that I have to face Because of the little rush Of Emotions My cold heart felt. Love, You are a cruel being. Why can't you just strike us With an invisible arrow, To prevent the difficulty Of finding "The one" The difficulty of getting drunk Off of ****.
I want to meet you I want to kiss you I dream of our life Together, forever I admit it I have feelings for you But that term is Foreign I’m scared My feelings may no longer Be one of flirtatious exploits But of obsession.
As I spiral down Into the deep sense Of Depression and Regret I was for the beckoning Finger Of Death to comb my shivering Neck. We all want something I chose death So that I can escape The wicked sense of humor This world has. When it comes to replaying My life I regretful that I let this Secret Follow Me To the wooden bed Under the Earth. But I am glad I wanted to die, So someone could Unravel the secret That was almost like bullet wound. Finally I will get Justice. And I will dance in The After world Where I am bounded by Freedom
Blood reigns from My flickering eyelash As he tells me it's "okay" But how can it be When each day I am Grovelling To your stainless shoes In my pain You come to hush and soothe But it turns to stinging and crying Am I not the one you love Am I not the one you adore I guess not Because even though We are both freaks of nature An abomination by modern society I have come to turn That ore mature love Into consistent anger Now it's my turn to cause pain Because my fire has re kindled And I am ready to start Burning your life down.
I always wanted To be a fish. To swim with agility and grace. To roam the water, And dance with the waves. To swim around the world And back.
But if I am a fish, I would be eaten too quickly, by predators lurking, in the shadows of the deep sea. I would get poisoned, or poached, or suffer from global warming, Each day I would wait for, Something to destroy me.
Unless i am born again, as a fish, I can not be a Fish But I want to save the fish, of the vast ocean. They are Agile Graceful creatures and I dream of being a fish.
Gone, Taken from our midst, Our grasp. We waited so long For her arrival And now all we do is mourn Because we were careless And she slipped through Our glossed fingertips. All we can do is cry, Cry to God Asking, no Begging to bring Her back. But its too late No miracles can change time She is gone
Goodnight my love, Even though the moon's Greeting comes to separate us, I will always love you. Our bond that was Formed by Fate Can never be broken Because with each Setting sun You enter My dawdling mind And my heart begins To sing songs Like the birds of early morn
The willow tree That I sit under Beckons me to sleep It holds me tight Like the memories I dearly keep. But once in a while It brings me despair Causing me tears. I couldn't handle The thought of your Blood shed and tears. Instead of facing The dark abyss I lay dangling From the tree's Branch
Like a thief My heart was poached Causing me to fall In the spiral of Love. But I did not know The thief was evil Causing me pain Each day. Shambling my hear For the satisfaction Of his own. Never, Never have I thought I could be whole once more. Then I met another thief Who glued the pieces one by one.
We fight each day Crying out to nature Like the psychos We all are, We want redemption From the evil that Lay in the closet But we do not accept the Fact that the darkness That is formed deep within Our soul, Is eating away at the Goodness The peace The happiness That consumes our mind. We are humans after all We are the two sides to Every story.
When your body Mind and soul Has been enticed by someone And you do not feel the urge To let them go. Well that's what I am going through And it feels great I am walking taller Talking more and its because of you *If you don't let me go Ill never let you go Because I am in love.
I am knocking Waiting at the door Seeking your assistance So I won't cry anymore My knocks are louder As dawn becomes dusk But all I hear is a shout, scream and cuss Will you open I am begging please Because I can't take it anymore The demons of suicide, ****** and madness I dragging me into the darkness All I want you to do is let me in