I would like
To be on drugs
Just for one day
Not to get addicted
Just so i can let loose
Show a different side of me
Allow me to see the world differently
Allow me to forget my pain, and sorrow.

However I am conflicted
Drugs may make me loose my mind
I may end up rotting in prison
I may harm myself
I may harm others
I may shorten my lifespan
Drugs
Drugs
Drugs

Don't you dream
You can be transported
To another dimension
Where there would be no
tension.

Well I dream to change
The world.

The whispers among the air
the  mouths twitching
the words forming
Some thing you don't want
Others to hear.
The whispers,
Getting louder
And i am trying to hear.
This is maddening,
Why don't I know
What are these secrets
That everybody knows.

The world is spinning'
Out of my cold grasp
Moving forward
Leaving me behind
In the aisle's of the dark

You with your weak smile
Became my drug
My caffeine
The one to speed up
My days on this cruel
And unforgiving world

The glow
From the Moon
Rained down on my
Crying face.
I want to chase after you
But it seems like the worst thing
To do now.
So I will wait,
Wait till tomorrow
Hoping that you forgive me.
Hoping you are still there
With your shivering hands.
My words mean nothing
Now I wait in the presence of
The moons glow
Hating each moment
That we are separated.

When I said I forgive you
I did not expect you
To walk right back
Into my life
Like nothing never happened.

We can not be the same
I saw you with my
blood shot and teary eyes.
You betrayed me
I am unable to give you such
Love
Such Affection,
All over again
Because you disgraced not only me
But my pride as well.

I want to visit,
The dreamland in,
My dreams.
To sleep an endless
Sleep.

Maybe I will be happier there,
Floating through Never land.
Making my wishes come true.
Not worrying about the stress,
The oppression,
The Money
Or the Wars.

But I know that this will happen
Any time soon.
I won't get my wishes and
I won't get my freedom
Because after every visit to
Dreamland I always wake back up.

Isn't it strange
That men women and child
Are being prosecuted
Because of their beliefs
Because of their color
Because of their gender
Because of their class.

Isn't it strange that
Now-a-days it is cool to be stupid
But stupid to be smart
It is cool to bully
The weak
And praise the unworthy.

Isn't it strange
That we disrespect
Those who raised us
Because we see it happening
On TV.

Isn't it strange
That we would spend
Thousands of dollars
For the latest item on the market
But can't afford to help
the less fortunate.

Isn't it strange
That my voice will become
Unheard
Rejected
Scorned
Because what I say is true
and I stand for what I believe in.

The burning fire
Of the bewitching orb
Comes to end the sweet day.

Our day,
In which walk on the tiny granules
Of the endless sand
Staring at the beauty
Of our love.

Once the sun sets,
I know our time has come to an end
Because now I am filled with
Memories whiles
In you are in the grave
Dreaming the night  away.

You were dashing
And I was crying,
But you beckoned me,
To slowly follow,
Into the sea of mystery.
My misguided heart
Accepted you fully
And you kept me happy.
Then you took my soul
And guided me back
To the path of hope.
My savior,
My protector
And my lover,
Stole what was left
Of the shattered heart
And made it anew.

This is my Memorial
For those who died
In that tragic plane crash.

I knew you all
Too Well
That it is still a shock
That I haven't cried.

I will miss you
My dear friends
Hope your souls
Rest in Peace.
This is our final Good Bye.