There is a tempest inside of me,
Everything I touch turns to rust.
You run, feet kicking up the dust
I can't see you no more, nada trust.
A neverending thirst for dopamine,
listen to my heart, it's still beating,
It pumps crimson blood, I can't stop living.
I can't stop the needle, I just keep giving in.
My whole being ripples and aches, it does.
Diversifying thoughts, my body still wants you
My mind keeps wandering, how is this really true?
I feel like a part of the ocean, taking up its hue.
It's hunting season, pick your prey
And always keep doing what you do best.
Who will you dance all night with next?
Who is going to drool for you like a fool?
I keep making the same mistake, I am insane, double-take.
Spiraling down, neverending set of stairs, fall for levity's sake.
I still feel the same, carrying a burden made rack,
Even though you are just another knife in my back.
Loyal to a fault.