In solitude, is where I long to be. Away from muffled voices and gossip stained lips I’d rather go crazy, driven by my own irrational thoughts than be forced to put a smile on my powdered disguised face.
I want to be countless of miles away, far, far away. Free to be me is where I truly want to be.
You may leave me, For thee drains me of the little energy I wake to.
So come and go as you please. Then eventually leave me, and let me freely be.
Lost in the wilderness is where you found me; far away from the roads of the ordinary. I was there all by myself and never thought I’d find anything or anyone else. I was resolved to be content in my solitude; determined that to live in emptiness was more than enough. Then you came and showed me love. You fought for me and gave me love. You proved that love wasn’t broken at all and for the first time in a long time I wasn’t lost.
Don’t leave this darkened hall for I'll always look right beyond Whether it be shattered on some silent evening Snuffed out by the light of the new days dawn
And while I wait by the letter for the word that never came So much to my own amusement is this joy my only pain
For my efforts in futility seem to be Yet they never were Why hold out for change When your destined to be cursed
A mock of my own contempt Yet she always is in vain This love of mine is that in this alone Has left nothing but a darkened stain
And as this light becomes my host I am yet to be proud For every day she draws near I am forever to be enshroud This noise I come to hear as years of misery drag on For that which I cannot have has become my only friend
Laughter and Loneliness Fill the streets of towns Some cuddle in comfort Or Linger on the lone ledge And these events are caused by Those that bury their heart in others Those that bury their heart in emptiness But remember We all must carry shovels So don’t mind the blisters Or the uneven handle Or the dulling of such a tool For we can dig ourselves Into anything And out of everything
Happy pre-V-Day to every soul slotted into every conceivable condition....