Falling into despair
My happiness doesn't matter it seems
Losing myself in the darkness has never been so calming.
Between despots and manipulators
My heart bursts each time
Arteries being devoured by deceit, leaking crimson liquid splattering across my chest cavity.
Without trust we radiate hopelessness
Hopelessness leads to depression
Depression becomes it's own monster.
In a world so consumed by chaos
We can trust so few
It's no wonder my sanity has taken a turn.
Shifting into differently sane
It's no wonder some can watch their lives burn...
And still have a smile on their face.
I'm slowly getting to that point
Starting to feel like I'm J.
"Madness is the emergency exit. You can just step outside, and close the door on all those dreadful things that happened. You can lock them away… forever."