Feeling lonely, You wish for friends in your life, Forever working, For what else to do. But when an opportunity For fellowship arises, Feeling lost, You shy away, And reject it. Oh sweet child, How will you break this pattern Of monotony, And disconnection, And isolation, If you avoid the one thing you crave?
You told me about your abandonment issues and how I contributed to them before. This time I remembered not to make the same mistake. I reached out for you, but you smacked my hand away. I did it again and again so you know I cared, but I became the pest. The burden you wanted to let go. Now you and I are the same. I was abandoned.
your skin creates peace inside me creating wrinkles in time i find myself constantly longing to feel you close for us to create friction between gravity our inertia to propel us into voids of pleasure nothing between us is what i desire but when you deny me black holes devour me crushing my guts into pulp bleeding me with your rejection i blend till i am nothing from what i began
I'm so Pitiful at times, miserable inside They want me to hide How can I survive? Change your state of mind I should say goodbye They want me to beg, they want me to plead, they want me to die They just want me dead, they just want me hurt Don't want me to live, don't want me alive Stop with the pretending, I don't feel respected I just feel rejected, I don't like rejection You promise protection, I don't feel protected I just feel neglected, how can I respect it? I'll teach them a lesson, I pick up the weapon Aim in your direction, shoot at my reflection Shatter my perception, hate it when I'm desperate You just want perfection, I want you to just Let me go
i'd have given up my poetry for you blind, drawn by your voice, you lonely bird i cornered you without even wishing to but i swear i held the lines in my throat though they died i'd have given up my song for you but you lied and boasted and cried to me we were children then, i was a fool rope at the ready each moment for i'd have ripped out my dreams for you and my love was utterly fragmented back there i whimpered against the staircase watching the night drawl along i always knew it'd never be enough for you