I feel ecstatic when I dance in the dark
Not around anyone, just alone in the night
Forgetting all the sorrows, abandoning all the miseries
Under the stars and the bright moonlight
As I look up in the sky, my eyes glisten with tears
Though being ensnared, I feel I can be saved from my loneliness
For the stars are my best friends and the moon is my love
And I know that they’ll stay forever, knowing I am a complete mess
Even if we are miles away, I believe the moon loves me too
For in the shadow of darkness, he’s the one who lights up my life
When I close my eyes and spread my arms, I feel his body caressing mine
His warmth helps me fight my inner demons as I hold him tight. He helps me thrive.
Words can be
They lurk into
And my parents
Deal with drugs
They feed us
In lethal doses
from the trees.
in the streets.
I looked into myself
Did not like what I had seen
The eyes have gone dark
I've seen the dark (my oldest friend)
I've seen the light (my newest friends)
In this moment
I saw you appear
A demon in my view
Laughing at my pain from the rear
I let it go
I let him go
For the last time
No fleeting words
Just evanescent of a former life
In this moment
I was saved by His grace
and his healing might...
I just recently got baptized.
Some days I'm tired of you asking if I'm ok
The conversation of oh I'm fine
Can't you read in between the lines
I'm struggling in wanting to stay alive
I try and I try and I try
I know we've played this record before
I know it's not what I'm working towards
I don't know what goals or ambitions I want to archive
**** I'm just trying to be me
Some days I don't sleep or eat
Waking up is a feat
I wanna be you who has it all figured out
Instead I'm standing here like a clown
I'm tired of always hitting the ground
It's hard when that voice in my head tells me to stay down
Telling me no one cares if I stick around
So when you ask me if I'm ok
Some days I just don't know what to say.
Instead give me a hug
Show me some love and say I'm glad you woke up today
I'M GLAD YOU WOKE UP TODAY!!!!!!
I saw the worst of myself in him,
I fell in love with my demons,
Now I miss them.
Don’t want to hear
Whispering of bad odes,
Crushing the positive oath
To live healthy,
Away from all the
Everywhere I go,
Persuading to lead
The old road,
Self destruction, oblivion
To self love,
Chiming vile verses
Not free falling,
Old chains rattling
Don’t want to hear
Whispering of bad odes
do read the story from above link and i really hope you guys will show me the same love and support on my blog as I'm provided her.
with a lot of demons,
I share you troubles
and you give me lessons.
You're my darkest letter
and sad amigo
with growing feathers
in your alter ego.
It's hard to break free from hell
as long as we're ******* well
by our paranoia—
the color of gray.
FRIENDS, Copyright © 2020
Sam N. de la Rosa
All Rights Reserved.
Reality is not Hiding
It is being hidden
It is being covered
It is being shielded from us
It does not hide
It fights everyday to be seen
Hell is empty
My mind is heavy
The demons in my mind
Demons under my bed
They always make me see red
They control my life like then own it
They never let me be happy
Always making me go through melancholy
All I need is an angel in disguise
One who will guide me to light
Hold me through the night
Tell me everything is going to be alright !
An angel in white dress
Who will give me wings to fly through happiness !
Our demons can be defeated , you just need an angel and that angel is you !
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