I think
that
'what ifs'
make us old.
You don't really worry until
you think of an
'what if'.
What if I'm gonna die tomorrow?

What if I didn't get that assignment done?

What if someone I love will die tomorrow?

What if tomorrow is my last day?

What ifs worry me like crazy.

Today
I will take the thunder,
the rain.
It might never come again.

I will take the sunset
and the dawn.
Someday it will all be gone.

I will take my flaws
and my mistakes.
And hope that they will only last
for today.

With you,
light seems even brighter.
With you,
life seems to have more meaning.
With you,
smiles seem to be happier.
With you,
time seems to tick by slower.
With you,
all of my worries seem to float away.
With you,
I feel as if I have more to live for.
Without you,
I don't know what I would do.

Sometimes 'love'

is not a big
enough word

to describe the way
I feel for you.

Trusting you
was the worst thing I could have done to myself.
Listening to you
was the worst thing I've ever heard.
Thinking of you
was the worst thing I've ever thought of.
Looking at you
was the ugliest thing I've ever seen.
Feeling you
was the worst thing I've ever felt.
Loving you
was the worst thing I've ever loved.

Tell me why you're doing this,
tell me, so that I will know.


Tell me, but my answer will stay the same.
Tell me, and I will say
no.

They won't let
me sleep.
Those memories,
cuts that are
so d e e p .
Memories;
sour and sweet,
some bad,
others that I want to keep.
Tears
begin to seep.
I can't forget these
things. I want
to sleep.

Rose are red,
violets are blue.
Why don't you love me
if I love you?

You made my  
                          roses red,
and my
violets blue;                            
but when I asked you
if you loved me,
none of it was
t r u e .

To all,
a huge thanks!
So far,
two new friends!

And instantly,
high school got so much nicer,
when you have someone to sit with,
and someone to talk to.

So I'm not alone,
there are others looking for friends.
And to all who helped me make it this far,
I owe you a huge thanks.

Always try
to look
for something
positive
in each day,
even if
some days make you
look a little
harder.

Turn that
frown
upside down!
You're breathing and
alive
and you can see
the sunshine.
There are people that
have worse
than you,
so don't complain
get up and
continue!

~

When life shuts

a door...


open it again.


It's a door,
that's how they work.

~

I really think
that there's a God above,
who teaches us
about love.

How we should always
forgive others
for the scars,
the chaos,
and the pains
they cause.

Tears
stain her
eyes. Clearly, she's
had better times. But
what you can't see
is her heart.

That has
already
          f
                      a
                 l
                          l
                    e
                                n

a p a r t .

Imagine that everyday, someone would give you
86,400
dollars.
Everyday,
you would have to spend every cent of this money,
or else it would all be taken away
from you.
Though you get this money everyday,
you never know
what it's going to end.
What would you buy
for
86,400
dollars everyday?
Remember,
you have to spend it all!
A house,
                        a car,
                                                     a business,
                                                                          an island?
Now how would you react if I told you
that you have this
bank of money
in your life and can use it
as you please?
Is money just
a diget
for you,
or is it more?
Then let me tell you that there are
86,400 seconds
in 24 hours?
How you use this time
and what you do with it
is up to you.

I don't need money
and
I don't need fame.

I don't need beauty.
They all lead to pain.

All I need is you,
your heart and your love,

And already,

that's more than enough.

You and me;
together, under that big willow tree.
Laughing, smiling.
Your beautiful brown eyes shining.

I sit in my room,
dreaming about my beloved bridegroom.

My mind drifts off in my fantasies,
I think to myself, please...



I am still here,

                                                                       waiting for him to find me...

As I pull the covers
over myself,
I know the day
has come to an end.
I think of you
as I close my eyes,
and remember our last goodbyes.
You may not be here
with me anymore,
but you will be in my heart forever.

Where have you been
when I needed you the most?

Where have you been
when I needed a hand to hold?

Where have you been
when I cried myself to sleep?

Where have you been
when I was so scared and weak?

Where have you been
when I need your help?

Where have you been
when pain was all I felt?

Don't come back now;
I do not want you.

You weren't there
when I needed help to get through.

Don't come into my life
if you weren't there in the first place.

I don't want you.
Stay away.

Nope,
sorry
but I ain't changing.
I am who
I am
and I am what I love.
You're gonna have to accept me
as is.

I
would have
behaved;
only there were
too many
other
options.

Life comes
   in waves.                
Just don't                            
regret letting                                  
one get by                                              
that could take                                                  
you on the ride                                  
     of your life.

Don't know something;
Google.
Don't know someone;
Facebook.
Didn't see something,
Youtube.
Can't do something...

MOM!

I'm having a horribly

busy day

converting

oxygen

into

carbon dioxide.

You were
tough;
that was clear.
You were
rough;
you had no fear.
You were
cool;
you had brains, you were no fool.
Yet I was,
and fell for you.

You can't see it

D
E
E
P

inside

what I show or what I hide.

What I feel and what I say
what I do, what is my way.

You don't know
what I'm going through,
or if the smile I show is false or true.

You don't know the situation I'm in,
or the rock and hard place that I am between.

You don't know me or where I'm going
but that's alright by me.
We're all busy, going somewhere,
just please do not judge me.

I think
that lots of things
are like books.
You can't judge them
on their looks.

I love
how now
we're just so close.
We'd get in trouble for each other.
I let you copy off
my homework
when you didn't get it done.
You give me
all the answers in class
when I'm stuck.

Often,
when we are caught up
in our own pain
and jealousy,
we end up hurting others.

How can you tell what's on
your heart?

What is the most important thing
that you think about?


The last thought you have before going to sleep

and

the first thought you have when you
wake up.

He died.
We cried.
All this pain.
Tears coming down like rain.
He's not coming back.
And yet it all happened
so fast.
In the blink of an eye,
he was able
to die.

It's here!
2019,
the new year!
Let's make this year
be full of good things.
And to everybody,
happy new year
and many blessings.

I'm trying not
to think
of you.
All I can see are those
icy eyes.
All I can hear are
those beautiful lies.
All I can feel is that
gentle touch.

I miss you so much.

I'm not the kind to give on up,
though often I may feel like it

I'm not the kind to let you down,
my hand will always be here.

I'm not the kind to hold a grudge forever,
no matter what you've done to me.

I'm not the kind to stray away from you,
I will always be near.

I'm not the kind to treat you bad,
even after what you've done to me.

I'm not the kind who doesn't care,
I will always worry.

I'm not the kind to bring you down,
I will always pull you up.

I'm the kind to try to do the best to you,
even if you have not done the same for me.

If you won't give me freedom,
give me love.

If you won't give me happiness,
give me love.

If you won't give me money,
give me love.

If you won't give me kindness,
give me love.

Whatever you give me,
GIVE ME LOVE.

I'm sorry, Mom,
for all those unnecessary things I said.
I'm sorry, Mom,
that I made you cry until your eyes were red.
I'm sorry, Mom,
I hurt you with my words.
Because right now,
inside me things really hurt.

Isn't it
strange how
bananas are sweeter
where they're bruised?

Why don't we take that as an
example, and be kind
even to those
who bruise
us.

We
fall
in
love
with
people
we
can't
have.

Yes!
Finally,
the light came on.


But I had to
use like 100
extension cords.

Don't ask me
what kinds of
plans
I have.
Sometime,
I don't even know
what I'm doing
right now!

You never look
good
making someone else
look bad.
So I suggest you stop;
I'm sure
we'll be glad.

I treasure the strangest things.
Like the socks you gave me.
To me,
they mean more than any diamond rings.
Their smell reminds me
of your skin.
Their softness reminds me
of your touch.
Their look reminds me
of your beauty.
I treasure those socks.

The word

FOREVER

overwhelms me.

It has no end

It has not start.

What would you take in 60 seconds?
Your wallet, your phone?
Anything else that you own?
Let me tell you something.

DON'T

Anything money can buy
you leave it behind.
Instead,
take what money won't get.
Your heart,
your love,
your happiness,
your family,
your friendships,
your memories,
your relationships.
These things are priceless.

So think again...

What would you take in your 60 seconds?