When I speak loudly,
I realize I didn't take my time;
Didn't take in consideration what my words could do.
When I stay silent,
I realize my mistake for not speaking,
Because I left someone left with unknown questions,
Making them contemplate with their own dread.
I tell painful truths,
That leave someone broken,
And then I tell to many lies,
That get found out and fracture both sides.
I've come to the conclusion,
That anything I do will always bring some pain,
With these small mistakes are tearing me to shreds.
So many small mistakes that leave me awake,
And leaving me dreading the next week.
In the middle of the night, I shall contemplate my life a little bit more. I shall think about all the mistakes I have made, and be left with nothing but more mistakes and more unsolved questions.