Take a minute to think about all the things you've said and all the things you've done. If you put them all together, it all adds up to one. One moment. The moment you realize your mistakes aren't failures. They're teachers.
Decades of lifeless cold follow a brief summer The stage at the end, practically a walk of shame Many eyes turn away, a few painfully blank A mere shell of a former person, Deformed by sins and their blame
It's such a miserable thing, he can't be saved anymore. He's been swallowed heart and mind Into the valley of hurt and despair Alas, just numbing the pain doesn't make a person whole He might as well be a sinner now How do you even wash away stains from a soul?
It may seem silly to believe you can do anything when someone's always been there to tell you you can't. It may seem foolish to believe in yourself when it doesn't seem like anyone believes in you. It may seem cruel to let yourself believe you can escape or be more than your insecurities or mistakes. That you are more. And, while it may seem impossible to save yourself, while it may seem like it's too late, stranger things have happened
goon in love too soon to trust that's my inner dialogue, just a fire moving along gazing above wondering what watches over me as I repeat the mistakes set out forth for me generational trauma, nature works in cycles generational drama, focus on plastic idols daydreams in the white room unfaithful to the divine fruit
In times of need, I was there. Hugging you tight, even though in pain. I stayed. Always beside you even when I’m too weak to stand up. When you needed me, I disregarded everything. Every pain, every emotions, every single problems I have. I stayed strong, because you needed me.
Endless chances, endless pain. It doesn’t go away, but then I was still there. At your darkest days and all the lies you made, I still believed. But then where were you when I needed real help? When I wanted to be better, why didn’t you believed?
I wanted to change, I wanted to make up for what I did. I wanted to be better. I wanted to be better. I wanted to be better. But then I’m all alone, in tears hugging myself. No one believed and everyone else wants to leave.
She dreamed of love and acceptance She was beautiful and wonderful But she flew to high So I melted her wings and struck her down All She wanted was to feel my warmth But all I gave her was my fury She fell into the ocean And now I'm drowning
I'm just now realizing the only thing I'm a victim of is myself