While I lie awake In the dead of night My body shakes Nothing seems to stop the pain I’ll tell myself it’s okay But I can’t seem to convince my brain
I’ll turn up the music Trying to block it all out It bounces off my bedroom walls Leaving a sweet sound of the ivory keys Flowing through my mind Slightly tainted by the echoes of talking lovers Reminding me of you And how free I felt When you were next to me
Did you feel the sparks flying That night we went driving Singing in town With the windows down That’s when I knew I wanted you to be mine
And when you asked for my favorite song My mind went blank Cause you're my favorite sound
But your heart is so hard to find So mines going back into hiding It’s a lost fight Hopefully this music will make me feel alright.
I vaguely remember a time Where my dreams were within reach Floating in the clouds as they would drift out I could touch them And feel the softness of a sheltered reality I didn’t know how lovely it was then To not be in a world of pretend
My clouds have crashed down below The weight of the world fell in And the sun stepped down
The only cloud I feel now Is my bed Laying there while I get caught up in my head It’s a race to fall asleep before I choke On the thought of one day being broke Or not being enough Life is rough I’m not even halfway through If only I knew.