~ I'm disinterested by the prospect of living, but the fact nothing matters keep me going that fact opens up doors of possibility so many options. so many options. I can choose which one I take. I can pick for myself. I can. ~
For a while now things have seemed A very certain way But recently There seems to be Thoughts leading me astray I'm very used to the worn trail path that I thought was forever true But of New All I can do Is change my mind of you It's as if I've been awakened to life on the other side of the grass For so long now I've looked ahead and let the rest just pass I thought that what's in front of me must be the best it was But I've seen the other futures And now it's all I want I had this picture In my mind Of how perfect you would be But it seems just an inch to the right Was what was really right for me
IF Purpose = Wealth + Possessions House*jewellery = Status Character = Price tag + brand Intelligence = Ability to memorise + expensive establishment
FIND THE VALUE OF Perspective & Imagination Knowledge and Logic Peace & prosperity
2. CHOOSE THE CORRECT ANSWER.
which life would you consider as THE life ? A a life built on fantasies, running blind on desires, loosing track of your roots. greed and ****, fuelling you with all the negativity one would not need..... B a life built on reality, running wild on thoughts. accepting life as it is, happy and content. channelling negativity towards positivity ....
if you chose A you are not wrong. if you chose B you are not right. Just smile and don't forget to breathe, you will be fine for the rest of your life.
A life of worries is a life wasted. live light live right.
Fears find its voices before the sleeping Child inside me!!!
The faint voice of hope Still breathing heavily to let me feeL its presence....
The unseen but felt hope, touches my strayed soul to get me back to right path...
Peace was my theme! Loneliness was my rule! Mystery was unknown touch!
And still looking for answers, and tired of searching for logic of each question!
Mind is screaming for a sleep! asleep that it won't think further of the unknown! still That music is haunting that spirit inside me, begging me to play that craziest Chapter in my life that still to beplayed..... That chapter that I didn't write with fear... ... with Measures...... with known Results...... And....... AM I considering my options with "Chances"!
I sometimes get moments, just like this one Where I think back Back on something someone said Told me about life, that I thought I understood But suddenly one day really understand and realize how wrong I was back then
The time I spent in the hospital, finally accepting help I came to think That it is not as scary to be here It has made me feel stronger, capable of trying again But it has also led me to this place where I must make a decision
The decision of what to do, two paths to choose between And I have been thinking Weighed the options against one another I have come to a decision, not sure if it is the right one But I cannot walk without looking at the ground anymore
Someone once told me, that life is full of parting ways Of having two different options of which way to go Sometimes it is a good and a bad option, where the obvious is to choose the good one Sometimes it is two good - or two bad ones And you might find yourself wondering what to choose Spending so much time not making a decision because you are scared of choosing wrong But sometimes you just have to take a random pick and go with it