X Paper two—peer edits X Chem homework X Read paper 1, 2—for annotated bib X Bio notes Read book—your favorite, snuggle up and drift away X Bio Exam X Bio reading 1, 2, 3 X Chem notes Read Book—the one on your shelf for ages X Chem reading 1, 2, 3, 4 X Write paper one—second draft X Bio homework Write book—this has been your dream since you were a kid X Write paper three—first draft X Write poem—last thing before bedtime
(lines with an "X" should be crossed out instead of the "X")
I gasp for air I reach for the surface I fall by the call
I hope I will see another deity coming from the sky like a prince or a knight
I wish for the day I finally see the light because I'm drowning in denial and all the plight I see in my life where there used to light.
I felt like writing ab something with drowning because I am truly drowning in school work right now and I have two tests tomorrow which I'm not ready for and so many assignments and school is just so hard right now for me. Hope everyone is doing amazing and I love each and every follower I have on this platform <3
Retreating from weighty day of toil I settle my slack on tailored sprawl of lawn Compressed soil radiating ; tapped battery of a day's warmth Life is raised through my cartridge I stretch out receiving reptile charge
Aimed shyly at the expansive dark bedding of night sky speckled pierced pecked at with pinholes... each emitting brilliance firing out fuel exhaust from further worlds less adulterated than our own
There is a correspondence amongst the insects in the grass ticking, clicks and tats like static amongst laundry There's a great correspondence out there in the night sky
here am invulnerable human suburban and secure belly...
a cross draft from the open basement window invades me eggy sulphur burping from the drains an organic degassing from below my house
: Betrayed !
my feeling passes the stars behave stagnant and dismissive of me ; withholding glove oblivion ; the clouds step in like a quick curtain over some 'lewd private show' (must I pay more to see more ?) My world is kept restrictive ; a muzzling
I bare the weight still of the days wetter ill Better off indoors filtered of my own dander and projected upon by a feeding screen
i'm not good enough for them i don't spend enough time on my homework instead i draw i spend too much time listening to music my room isn't clean enough i play piano too loud i'm in band not sports i just can't be good enough for them no matter how hard i try
i always end up crying in my room at night because the only thing i feel is not being good enough