I am holding your hand on my heart it is a grip I can not let go of because if I do so will you Time goes as went communication will not mend - Where are you? - When are coming home? Days turn into weeks kisses turn into bruises because In love, all is fair In love, you must beware The butterflies begin to whine as fear is digging into my spine
I gave to you my all away All I ask is for you to stay...
There’s a sign that hangs so far above my head my tunnel vision can’t locate it’s off switch A glowing neon sign OPEN 24/7 People are encouraged to Come in Get comfortable Stay a while Help yourself to whatever your claws can grasp Leave when you want it’s nothing serious
This jar is full of tears cried in vain and all for you If you drowned in them you'd feel the way I do Firm packed words and memories all you've left me with The notion that everlasting love is just a myth Taken handfuls of pills every morning and night None of which bring me closer to feeling alright And flung on wall are my remaining ***** to give My lack of concern I'll ask you to forgive They did not protest I plucked them from my chest Happy to be free from the bars in my breast Replenishing what was surrendered The air That is the curse of being forced to care The clothesline of ***** laundry hung to dry In past would be reason to cry Burdened with knowledge of the atrocity I am Blessed I no longer give a ****
The person you are is not right for me No matter how fiercely you want to be The strongest word is love One I fear Under it's influence hard seeing clear You perceive me as someone better than I am If I was Would give a ****
i let go of the tightrope that was supposed to protect me and be mine for i now know that this world is a place not for me i know nobody will hold me and my siblings hand and say "we are here for you, laiba,nida and ayaan" we gotta be there for ourselves now like we always have been
broken and destroyed the world has done this to us heard and called us mad like we was something born out of an outcast to society Who knew that being born out of **** will have such harsh consequences
let us be and let us breathe stop strangling us with your words now this heart has had enough