I wish I could take a break from life

I swear how many times I’ve said this??

I want to isolate myself
Long enough
To figure out
Telepathy
(I want to have time)
So I never have to worry again
(To be upset)
Worry they don’t really like me
(Alone)
Or that they do, or that it looks like I do
(But there are so many)
Worry they are doing not good
(Choices and possibilities)
Worry I don’t know what to say
(Never enough time)
I never know what to say
See
Snowflakes in the summer from your jealously,
Why are you so mad it’s like you’re yelling at me?
It won’t change the fact that I’ve moved on,
Be happy now cause you got what you want,
I’m no longer in your only thoughts,
And it’s true, I’m no longer in love with you,
yes Im no longer in love with you,

You left me in pieces,
So please don’t repeat it.
If I’ve said that I’ve moved on its true,
I, no longer want to be with you
I’m working on me can’t you see,
Please spare me your sad soliloquys
I’m working on me,
Can’t you see?

Moonlight foreshadows the sunlight above,
My love for you is no longer what it was,
The fire is no longer burning in my heart,
Our love must’ve been broken from the start,

You left me in pieces,
So please don’t repeat it
If I’ve said that I’ve moved on its true.
I no longer, long, to be with you,
I’m working on me can’t you see,
Please spare me your sad soliloquy's.
I’m working on me,

Can’t you see?
Can’t you see?
Can’t you see?

Or when you called me blind,
was that for you or was that for me?
Break up, heartbreak, moving on,
Scars upon
scars upon
  scars

You hope no one will notice
The pain won’t go away

You’re asking yourself,
No,
The world
                   “Is it worth it?”


Do I deserve the pain not only on, but under and through my skin, burning and burning?

I didn’t choose to suffer while everyone walked on with stars in their eyes

“Give me a reason”
Zywa 5d
Only the radio is still here
the movers left
my house, an interplace now
a pause in the street

There, the inner garden
squirrels and tall trees
Standing at the window, warmth
on my face, in my clothes

The room is nicer now
swept, a sunny emptiness
with a windowsill of music
that I will take with me, in a little while
"Sun in an empty room" (1963, Edward Hopper)
"Shirley: visions of reality" (2013, Gustav Deutsch)

Collection “Webgarden”
brinn 5d
nothing will ever be the same
i knew it the moment i left
but even still i was surprised when i came
back and everything had changed.
Faith Jan 11
I know I am really odd.
I think
My isolation,
Speaks for itself,

But,
People scare me.

My room,
Feels so safe.
Its four walls,
Are predictable.
They never say,
The wrong thing,
Or make me feel,
Like a lesser being.

They also,
Never respond to me.
And,
The constant droll,
Of my inner monologue,
Uninterrupted,
Is exhausting.
you are
your
own
salvation
cleanse
your
demons
by
exorcising
your mind

- katrina ******
what you think about yourself molds your entire self-image. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
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if you're constantly saying negative things about your body or punishing yourself for enjoying good food or lounging on the couch binge-watching netflix when you already work your *** off, those thoughts manifest into something dangerous. you'll start to think that you'll never be good enough. that you'll never be pretty enough unless you lose 15 pounds. you''ll actually believe that you're not worthy of being loved and happy. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
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but you need to stop lying to yourself. you have to change your way of thinking if you want to be happier. it's not an easy process, but that doesn't mean it can never get done. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
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cut off things and people that are bad for you. meditate for 10-20 minutes a day. keep a gratitude journal. treat your body like you would treat your best friend or a loved family member. keep a record of all of the good, happy things that happen every day. exercise. make time for yourself. nourish your body by eating delicious food and drinking plenty of water. stay off the scale. stop waiting to reach your goal to enjoy your body and yourself. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
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think about why loving yourself is really important to you. make time for yourself. you are loved, you are beautiful, and you deserve every good thing that comes your way. ⠀

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