Have you ever left in a situation where you want to write a poem and you have exact words and emotions to write about; but then looking down at your own words your eyes start hurting so bad that now you don't want to write it any more?
Laced with my ambitions mixed with motivations and a teenage life that was forsaken like a Frankenstein as a fail creation to the family members I thought would've had my back though all The troubles but they are the troubles in a world so potent to mind controlling and self- Absorbing in breaking a focused Lord that only wants the best for all his children but the system Says otherwise to prized possessions like peace in America where they spike what you eat and Make a profit off the weak, Blacks in America can't be leaders without corruption and greed and every step you take is Mostly a bullet or on your knees especially desensitizing all the people to the wrong things in life that'll make you **** just for some bling bringing kids and teens in hospitals to be adopted into Worse families is the trade where money is the seed amplifying what you need collecting checks Off of kids you don't need pinching the poor and defenseless to meet all demands thinking why Is it that God doesn't take a stand.
Many times, we put everyone ahead of ourselves. We feed people and forget to eat. We love people and forget to love ourselves. If someone that we care about needs something we will drive hours away to give them what we believe that they need. Even if we are not in the best situation to do so. There is nothing wrong with having love for others. In fact, that this is what makes us human our love. The way that we give and share our time with people. Not just our loved ones but those that may not be able to assist themselves. Before you reach out to be there for everyone do a self-check. Make sure that you are okay. Will whatever you are going to give put you in a bad situation. Not financially but mentally and physically. We need to be balanced in all that we do. Don’t give to everyone else and have nothing to give to yourself. It is not selfish to take care of you. When you are down ask yourself …who is going to care for you? If you don’t have and answer continue with your self check. Make sure that you love you then them.
do I situate every situation that comes to me? Or do I explain this in a gratifying way firmly? Do I walk the walk more than I talk to talk? Do I sleep in other Silence while the demons Stalk? Is it a secret more than it is a rumor? Am I too fast for your daughter more like a Zoomer? It is no amount of energy that can place me in this category of feeling more than myself in the normal state relying more on this place that I've always been freaking out everything that I can relate, when I get nervous in this place I surely do Shake, is there a moment where you won't feel like the world revolves around you? are there days where you just feel like everyone will fake around you?... / Do you recognize the railing? Or will the rust fall off? Do you ever feel like your heart deserves more? Are these questions too off? But I bet you'd feel good if you were turned on, like a surgical machine, and I bet you'll never feel something wrong, don't think you know what I mean.