Last night I couldn’t sleep I knew I eventually would somehow, but I was worried about My health again. Things like Will I die too young? Sometimes things just happen that way. I don’t think I’d be as ready to embrace death as I think I would But then again I’d be dead, remembering what I am, then coming back to life ready to lose myself once more. thats an ultimate embrace. One turn. I just think I don’t want my mother to cry. Ok I was trying to fall asleep with this half worry about death health and habits I noticed a clock ticking something I’d overlooked over my 2 day stay. This was good. Anything but. A small light flashed. It flashed every 5-6 ticks of the very loud clock. I closed my eyes, Uncomfortable They sprang open, not ready to shut just yet I let them shut on their own. Immediately I heard bells It doesn’t matter And then it came closer. I dont let that bother me too much. As I finally drifted I saw flashes Of dark images. Horrible things. Things that made me ask “how do I come up with this ****? Is it the bells?” I became a bit frustrated that I was coming to irrational conclusions. I tried to replace the images but they Smeared themselves in blood And ate their own heads I hacked their bodies with my mind. I’m sorry. I’m just trying to get some sleep. Eventually I did.
I slept at the expense of my imagination characters lives.
Your mind — Full of itself Your heart — Lying With all ambition but a distraction Don't try of you will lose yourself On such small things Relying
This blasted verse. This ****** thought. Has been in my head for weeks on end. Because one of my problems is that I value my own thought and forethought too much. Eventually traveling the same paths over and over again just to see if I can be, at peace there. When God alone is the purveyor of peace of mind. Not me. He.
If I would whisper you I could melt your soul The words that I can see Are connected through feelings And if we stare for to long More of south than north But, I will dream about you Dress with full lust As equal as we are Bring... 420 as flowers -TheJudas
Lets stalk about the sun, while we watch it under a blanket.