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9.7k · Apr 2015
Just Be Strong 10w
A Watoot Apr 2015
Facing and dealing
with reality
head on
make you stronger.
I've had enough ******* getting through life.  But it's what makes me stronger. BRING IT ON!
8.4k · Mar 2015
Aida 2.0
A Watoot Mar 2015
Aida, Aida, I'm not yet done.
Have you heard that I do not run?
I never ran away from my fears.
For you, I will never shed a tear.

Aida, Aida, did I get your attention?
She was lying to get your appreciation.
I never imagined you'd never figure out
A lie that screamed "I'm a lie!" out loud.

Aida, Aida, can you hear me now?
When you leave, I won't give a bow.
Unlike Boo who treated us well,
Even if he just smiled, that's all I can tell.

Aida, Aida, do you not understand?
You can't tell us where we should land.
Give us the freedom to explore our path,
for you to earn our respect, not wrath.

Aida, Aida, I'm no hater of yours.
I understand where you're coming, my words aren't forced.
You want us to reach the stars instantly.
But it doesn't work like that. No. Not that quickly.

Aida, why do you look down at us?
Aida, why do you think we're nothing?
Aida, I will never let this pass.
Aida, I won't let this keep on happening.
I just needed to vent now that I know the truth. I needed to let the world know that you are a ******* *******.  I wanted to shout that you are unfair.  Why do you look down at us?  Why do you treat the others well?  Why are you so unfair?
8.1k · Mar 2015
My Cup of Coffee
A Watoot Mar 2015
coffee
ph5 acidic
nutty
hot
strong
bold

milk
ph6.7 slightly acidic
creamy
neutralizer

sugar
*I do not sugar coat boldness.
A piece of me.
7.4k · May 2015
Lip Language
A Watoot May 2015
Our pillowed lips
Mashed together
Movements without thought
Tingle our spines

*Eyes closed.
Deep breathes.
Love bites;
Another inch deeper.

Tongue twisted.
Lost for words .
Our lips moist.
Breathes short.

Bites.
Licks.
Kiss.
7.2k · Apr 2015
Diamond
A Watoot Apr 2015
She once said,
"I'm made of steel."
"I never get tired."
"I never cry."

But she did.
She got hurt, bent, and burned.

She stood up
Once again
This time, with a smile.

Because to tell you the truth
I'm made of diamond.
**Unbendable
Unbreakable.
6.2k · Jul 2015
Honestly, I Know
A Watoot Jul 2015
Maybe I'm too fat
Maybe I eat like a man
Maybe I've got no poise
Maybe I'm too loquacious
Maybe I...

Honestly, I know.

I know my tongue slashes throats and
My eyes asphyxiates.

I know my personality is too strong for a little person
That I amaze and scare at the same time.

I know I'm a strong lady- *too strong for you to handle.


That's why I have been able to stand up from where you pushed me.
That's why I am able to think of myself.
That's why I am not blaming love but the person in love.


Honestly, I know
That you can't take the blades of my tongue

Honestly, I know
That you can't say I'm beautiful

Honestly, I know
That you do not love me like how I love you

Honestly, I know
That you are selfish

Honestly, I know
That I am now seeing truth

After all these weeks of crying my eyes out,

I'm back.

because honestly i know
that you are a *****
6.2k · Mar 2015
Forget Me Not 10w
A Watoot Mar 2015
I'm OK.  I'm fine. She whispered as she cried tonight.
im ok im fine.
5.1k · May 2015
Quiet
A Watoot May 2015
You understood my tears,
and fought away all my fears.
It's been pretty quiet tonight,
I know everything's gonna be alright.
shh
5.0k · Mar 2015
Self Love
A Watoot Mar 2015
She turns off the lights,
lights a scented candle- lavender, her favorite.
She lays her tired body
and surrenders to the needs of her inner self.
She knows she's empowered.
She knows herself.
She knows what she wants.

Her petals wet with her desires.
She reaches inwards as deep as the night.

Her body quivers while she lets out soft moans
until she can take it no more; but she knows what she wants.
She never stopped reaching for the glory of self love.

Her moans grow louder.
Her state of mind in disarray.

An earthquake.
A huge internal earthquake.

Non-destructive.
Recuperative.

Pulse.  Pulse.  Pul­se.

She knows what she wants.
She breathes in deep and smiles.
Another take on sensual.
3.6k · Jun 2015
The Black Hat
A Watoot Jun 2015
A man stands by a bus stop
Wearing a suit and a black hat.
He remains standing still, while
The bus passes by.

Birds chirp and fly away.

He walks to places .
How will I know where?

I watch by the window and see that black hat.
The black hat which he has already brought to so many places.
The black hat which I never know when I'll get to see again.


Only he knows where.
Only he knows.
Only he can.


But I remain calm and stoic despite seeing the black hat shoved in my throat; gagging me up tears welling in my eyes.

I refuse to take the black hat.
*I refuse.
Inspired by "What Mr.Biswas Saw"

I am tired.
I am lost.
But I know I will find myself.
Soon.
Not later but soon.
3.6k · Mar 2015
Taste of Sparkles
A Watoot Mar 2015
The taste of your tongue lingers on me
A taste of honey encrusted in gold
It shines and sparkles even in the dead of the night
Our muffled voices echo in these four walls

The room smelled of animal musk
A mix of heaven and sugar combined
Your taste supressed the heavenly bodies' light
and gave me light brighter than Sun.
3.5k · Aug 2015
Shine, Shine
A Watoot Aug 2015
I cried, bent, and got burned but I stood up and spoke my mind.

I never deserved to be treated like trash
Because I **** you not when I say I am a diamond.

I am a diamond that you threw away.
Guess what?
I'll ******' shine my luster so that you'll go blind.

I'll ******' shine.
3.5k · Apr 2015
Sand
A Watoot Apr 2015
Sand on my hair,
Salt in my ears,
Fish on my toe.
I grabbed a handful of sand
and tossed it in the sea.
A ripple formed.
The hardened sand scattered into the sea;
tiny little grains;
And I remembered why I did not choose you.
It's because you never really loved me.
ah.weird memories. no ache.  plain numb.
3.5k · Apr 2015
Porcelain Doll
A Watoot Apr 2015
Dragged in the corner of the room
My porcelain face started to crack
But I was made with eyes that cannot cry

I was given to you as a present
I was a sign of prestige for young girls
But I was put behind the wardrobe

I understand my looks gave you creeps
But my smile was genuine
Yet my stare was far off from this world

I wasn't given a life, only pretty colors
Etched on my skin were features of a human girl
On porcelain skin, I cannot show emotions
I have a victorian porcelain doll hidden behind my closet.  It kinda creep me out so i placed it behind my wardrobe.  I wonder if this is her life.
3.5k · May 2015
Sorry Not Sorry 10w
A Watoot May 2015
I'm sorry. I never regret anything I did in life.
Lessons are learned but regrets should not exist.
3.1k · Apr 2015
Genjutsu
A Watoot Apr 2015
I choose to remain calm in life
I choose to pacify my anger and hatred
I learned a lot by listening
and destroying hatred with love.

We must understand that
The said nexus is real.
Without war, there won't be peace,
Without hate, there won't be love,
Without death, there won't be life.
Because this is reality.

I can turn the tables if I must.
I can consume you with fire if I want.
I can destroy you- leaving your heart in tiny fragments
Like shrapnel stuck in the undwelled parts of your body.

But reality's deeper than these.
Reality's deeper than me.
Reality is all within us.
Accept it as it is.
Never fight with the nexus.
Hold on to it, but do **destroy the hatred inside you.
My first ever Naruto inspired poem :) teeeheee
2.6k · Aug 2015
Rosetta
A Watoot Aug 2015
Milk falls into my cup of coffee.
Carefully, I swish the pitcher while
Perfecting the art of latte.
Bubbles all velvety from the perfect aeration.
I made a Rosetta-
though not perfect,
it's enough to make me smile.
:)
2.4k · Jun 2015
Satire 10w
A Watoot Jun 2015
Some people find ******* pleasure in looking down on everyone.
gah. people.
or worst
your prof.
2.4k · Mar 2015
Escape Me Not
A Watoot Mar 2015
Why do you want to forget
All the things that you've done wrong
Why do you make things complicated?
Why?

In a night full of splendors,
An eclipse? A change of heart?
Never forget the things you've done.
Never escape from what you've gone thru.
You can never truly run away from reality.
You can never escape me.
all i have in me is all you have in you. you can never run away from me
2.4k · Jul 2015
Hurt
A Watoot Jul 2015
It hurts right here, straight to the heart. I'm bleeding.
sorry please forgive me
2.3k · Aug 2015
I'm a Mess
A Watoot Aug 2015
I'm in love with a certain type of mess.
The idea of living your life on the run for the fun of it yet you are securely stable.
Weird enough that I am still drowning myself in my own insecurities.

*Oh, what a mess I am!
I'm a mess. I'm a mess of mistakes.
2.3k · Apr 2015
Privacy Please
A Watoot Apr 2015
I am so sorry for invading part of your privacy.
2.2k · May 2015
O Sweet Love
A Watoot May 2015
O sweet love!
What heavenly creation are you?
Making strength a weakness;
Perfecting imperfections.

O sweet love!
What on Earth are you?
You make strong men fall
At your presence.

Sweet sweet love,
Be tender yet strong
So everyone can hold you tight;
And bring peace to the world.
2.1k · May 2015
Marionette
A Watoot May 2015
I've been waiting
For a great comeback.
But you cannot supply me
With the truth I deserve.

Therefore, I
will make you a marionette-
controlled by my hands,
and make you dance

For my entertainment
and for my sake;
Because you cannot
amuse me just by
making yourself look pitiful.

Do not try masking
Things that's true
Because I know
What's been happening.

Do not even try masking
And hiding behind
switching topics and
Frequent lies.

I cannot tolerate
these things that you do.
So, I am here to pull your strings
And make you dance for all the

**Lost trust
Lose my trust. Lose your will.
For a friend that I already cut ties with.
You forgot what I can do.
2.0k · Apr 2015
Happy Birthday
A Watoot Apr 2015
This, today
Is your special day.

Twenty years ago today,
You were born to this world
By a loving lady and a tough man.

This, today
Is your birthday.

You were born
To love a lucky lady
And
You were born
To be loved by this lucky lady;

And I will stand by you
Through thick and thin.

You are my air.  I'll cling to you like how we all cling to life, space, and time.
*I will love you forever.
Happy birthday.
Happy birthday, Hon. I love you forever.
2.0k · May 2015
Ivory of Wisdom
A Watoot May 2015
Pre
City noise drowned by my ears.
Rays of sunlight passed through leaves.
As cool breeze blew my hair,
I realize, I really wasn't there.


Peri
Inoculation started with titanium tips;
I looked elsewhere and thought real deep.
Anesthesia sunk down in my cheeks.
My face feel numb with swollen lips.

I think my mind wandered far enough,
Little me saying "Hey, I'm tough."
But my tongue tasted blood and rust.
But hey, I still do give my trust.


Post*
Continuously, he said, "I'm sorry. I'm sorry."
While bringing it back, after taking the ivory.
The familiar scent of isopropyl filled the air.
He gave me a specimen of the ivory that I once took care.
My mind wandered off in the middle of my surgery. ouch
2.0k · Mar 2015
Exult
A Watoot Mar 2015
A statue of beauty
Slowly being unveiled
By the artist so proud of his work.
Only to see that
Its clay arms melted
Along with his dreams.
Too bad people cannot see beauty in imperfection.
A Watoot Aug 2015
There. You saw me- my weaknesses, my strengths, my vulnerabilities.

My love, you are no longer "my love".
You kicked me out of the door
After all these years of me giving love to you.
Thanks, I needed the exit long ago.

My love that's no longer my love,
You never went out of your way for me
and I always covered you for it all these years.

You know what I could do
But I choose not to
Because I will NEVER stoop down to your level.

Thank you.
Thank you for the memories.
Thank you for the lessons.
Thank you for for raising my standards.

I will never settle for anything less than what I deserve.
from the lady who loved you so much that she'd climb mountains for you but you'd never do the same, who realized that she's worth more than how you treated her, who helped you go where you are now, who gave so much love to you without expecting anything in return except your ******* time, who you kicked out of your life without pain in you heart, without any regret.

PS. I will never settle for anything less than my value.  Thank you for making me realize all these things.  

I do not deserve the treatment you gave me, you worthless *******.
1.9k · Aug 2015
Damp Thighs
A Watoot Aug 2015
Candle lit room
Illuminated by moon light
A faint smile from the unknown lady of the night

I found her wandering in the boulevard
She's smiling for a person with unsatisfied carnal desires


She undresses and starts spreading sheets above us
Faint scent of her hair
A beauty, no doubt

I listened to her stories with a lit cigarette
How she used to be an honor student


She undresses me and kisses me
She knows where to lead her mouth and hands
She moves- making me quiver with her damp thighs

I will never know your name.
Only the shared cigarette and your story


She slides it in- Moaning, scraping, pulling, tugging.
I lost myself in ecstasy falling in my vivid dreams in the hedonist dimension of the universe.

*She grabbed my wallet and ran.
She opened it; and saw a picture of herself in my arms as a toddler.
heart break makes me disturbingly weird.
1.8k · Mar 2015
A Letter 10w
A Watoot Mar 2015
Sometimes, it is so good to write an unsent letter.
I do this all the time just to create a release.  I have lots of unsent letters and I'm glad I never sent those things to people.  I've never been better.
1.7k · Apr 2015
Entity of the Woods
A Watoot Apr 2015
At night, she trembled in pleasure
He's deeper into the woods
Without any word
Spring gushed

3months after
Her belly grew
The creature inside her
was escaped by an entity

No one knew who
No one knew what
Her tummy flattened

He went deep into the woods
Again to give life
Spring gushes

3months after
Her belly grew
The creature inside her
was escaped by an entity

Again

He never got tired going into the woods
To give life again and again
A life he eats
To gain power.
I was inspired by a story I had read back then.  They made baby and a "miscarriage" occurs.  Neighbors believed that it was some type of ghoul.  The couple never got tired of trying for baby only to get another miscarriage.  Turns out the husband eats the fetus.
1.6k · Mar 2015
Match 10w
A Watoot Mar 2015
Hey,
threads and needles;
hook and eye;
you and me.
eh.
1.6k · Mar 2015
Your kiss (n.)
A Watoot Mar 2015
A kiss that ***** the life source out of me.
That kiss on the staircase.   I'll never forget that.
1.5k · May 2015
Funny
A Watoot May 2015
Stark naked.
Reaching down.
Feeling giddy.
Thinking of you.

Through a phone line,
Electric currents
Deliver our very own
Explicit thoughts
Of us together
In dark and cold.

Moans and flicks combined with
Unrelenting hand movements; and
Imaginations connected
By two people on the line.

Release and satisfaction.
Feeling together.
Closing gaps and
Satisfying carnal desires

through a phone line
it's funny how technology has taken us this far
1.5k · Mar 2015
Silent Calluses
A Watoot Mar 2015
Tonight, once again,  
I'm left in the corner, broken.
Tonight is yet another night

But I refuse to leave.

Tonight is full of excuses.
Once again, my heart's so used to, it grew calluses.
Tonight is yet another night

But I refuse to leave.
1.5k · Apr 2015
Broken
A Watoot Apr 2015
A howl of the wolf in this eerie night
Reminds me that I'm not alone in my wood cabin;
Yet I lay myself on the cold wooden floor
While salty liquids drop from my eye.

It roll down to my lips and I taste the bitterness.
I'm in my nightgown waiting for my heart to fix itself;
Yet it waits for you to come as the moon wans over again.
****.
1.4k · Jun 2015
Bring in the Bullets
A Watoot Jun 2015
Bring in the storm;
I have stood in the middle of the worst.
Bring in the thunder;
I have slept peacefully through the loudest.
Bring in the flood;
I have walked in many.  It's nothing.

Bring it in.
Bring it on.
You think I'll scamper and fall?

Bring it in.  Bring it all in.
I'll face it head on.

Bring it on if all you can do is shoot.
I tell you.  I never fall.  
I bend your bullets with my thumb.

Bring it on if that's all you have.
You do make me stronger.

Is that all you have?
Is that?

**Bring it on.
Is that all you have-
words that you said are bullets?
You fail us just because?
Is that the best you can do?
Is that the worst you can give?
haha you make me laugh
Just bring it on.
'Cause soon enough, I know I'll grow stronger with every bullet I bend.
1.4k · Apr 2015
Undone
A Watoot Apr 2015
I taste the velvet lips
Of heaven-
Like all the stars fell down
On me;
And the sweetness of sparkles
for the first time.
Electricity. Short circuit.
Brain does not function well.
I'm lost in your stare.

**And all that I am is becoming undone
breathe me in breathe me deep
1.3k · Apr 2015
Our Melting Point
A Watoot Apr 2015
The smile on my face
Never seem to exist
before you came along.

You melt me, my heart, my soul;
You melt me along with you.

This, our revolving world,
Our grassy plane,
Our own dimension,
It's ours to claim.  No one else.


We already claimed it.
*This is ours.
1.3k · Jun 2015
I'm Tired
A Watoot Jun 2015
I've been putting up with so many people since day one;
and I...

No.  Stop writing.

I don't understand the mix of my emotions lately.  
I just want to leave some people behind and push them out of my life.
Toxic*
They are toxic to me- unwanted in my system.

I'm tired.
I'm just tired.
tired
1.2k · Mar 2015
I'm Not Even Envious
A Watoot Mar 2015
She's beautiful
She's cunning
She's bubbly.
She's like a Victorian figurine in the glass shelf of menagerie.
She works her way up
by telling the right words
at the right time.
She's impossibly perfect in every way.
I see her.
I can see her.
I'm not envious.

Because I saw her lie and steal in the presence of her perfection.
This is for the person who I should always keep my eyes on.  
She has been lying and stealing since day one.
1.2k · Feb 2015
Past
A Watoot Feb 2015
I've been counting days by the second
Since February seven
I hope you'll come
Wish you'd listen to me talk
While you breathed through my skin
I'm waiting
I'm sacrificing everything
I'm learning so much
It's just a bit
Getting bigger every day
I never wanted any of these
Please.
Listen.
I wrote this piece way back 2010.  I altered this piece just because I needed to keep the memory private.
1.2k · Jun 2015
I am a Self Proclaimed I
A Watoot Jun 2015
I already freed myself.
I poured it out.
I poured it all out to the vast oceans
because species eat in cycles.

Species eat species.

I. There is only an I.
No.  There's none of you that belongs in I.
I am alone- completely in control of myself.

I have forgotten and unforged memories of glee and warmth;
Have untook the steps of friendship;
Kinship is now a gray area.

I poured it out.
It's too late to bring things back.

Too late, too early.

because I'm a self proclaimed **I
A long break
A long pause
Too much things happening
I'm tired of hearing ****
1.2k · Apr 2015
Love
A Watoot Apr 2015
You amaze me.

Through millions of miles,
I see your face;

Through many heart aches we take,
We kiss;

Through our hardest moments,
We hold hands;

You amaze me, truly;
And I love you.
Forever.
I guess this is the mushiest I can get. hehehe..well here it is. <3
1.1k · Mar 2015
Faces
A Watoot Mar 2015
He's a world reknown pianist and
She's a respected ballerina;
Another one's a famous artist.
Everyone wanted a picture. An autograph.

A simple teenager turned into a super model and
A hunk in the beach; girls flock him.
Another one's singing in the comfort of her home.  
She turned into an internet sensation.
Everybody wants to be like them.
No.  Everyone wants to be them.

And here I am, passing by the familiar streets.
And here I am, listening to my own thoughts.
And here I am, a girl unnoticed.
*Here I am, just another face in the crowd.
1.0k · Mar 2015
Burn
A Watoot Mar 2015
Nobody saw my flame; **and you will be consumed next.
Try turning the tables.  Remember, I can turn your chair upside down with you hanging on the ceiling.
979 · May 2015
Paintbrush Strokes
A Watoot May 2015
The sky painted itself grey;
When it was blue seconds ago.

Then, rain poured down.

Seemed like I'm the only one in the street
Soaked by the sudden down pour.

I looked up and saw a rainbow.

Don't bother asking
WHO?
WHAT?
WHERE?
WHEN?
WHY?


*Because even the sky painted itself grey
When it was blue seconds ago.
Minds change like the weather.
A Watoot Mar 2015
And when your shell shatters into shards of grainy pieces in front of him and he accepts you for who you are, learn how to be a keeper.

When you fall, fall hard.  Don't be afraid when you fall.  

I fell hard.  Lips first- on top of his lips.  He got me by my waist and shifted my weight to his body.  

Fall in love and then fall in love with that same person over again. It is a cycle that should never end.

*And believe me, you will see beauty.
<3
971 · Mar 2015
Insensitive (10w)
A Watoot Mar 2015
In my anger,
heart is heavy,
you laughed at me.
You're a dense ******.
922 · Aug 2015
Thread
A Watoot Aug 2015
I'm hanging on a piece of thread as I
Carefully unravel my heart and myself.

Don't catch me just yet;
You're not ready.
Don't wait for me to fall;
I will. In the right time, you'll catch me.

I'm finally free.
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