I wish you could see How big my tear looked from my vantage Feel how big it felt falling From the corner of my eye Down my face My mouth My Chin My blanket Only one tear? That's all I had the strength for
Dont worry. Just trying to be a little dramatic. I love a good cry
i've been told i have been silent recently but maybe they just don't hear me am i whispering? i feel like im screaming from the depths of my soul so why can't they hear me? if your eyes wander long enough you'll see the pain if you're listening you'll hear the long-held breath i let out when i finally get the release of detaching and realising what helps me
Do I want to see the forest through the trees if that also means the hornets in between? There's a comfort trail of nothingness leading beyond the sun setting west towards a dark abyss looming my friends try to soothe me by saying it'll be like before I was born but at that point my life ****** even more so the vastness of the universe reminds me that my bullet hearse isn't blessed or cursed it'll just disperse like the tears on the face of my clock coming from the face I show not a shocked ant on a spinning rock with vertigo fearing it'll fall off knowing once the spinning stops there's a darkness block with nothing to be bought or sold not even gold can reverse getting old so I don't want to see the forest and I'll hide behind the trees getting lower on my knees praying God help me please because I fear that final release.
An endangered generation, our future getting dimmer A morbid sensation, our bodies wasting thinner We trip and stumble blinded by the dark The flood is already here but we couldn't afford the arc Release me with a release Free me with freedom Give me my owed peace Show me the way out of this kingdom.
My blessing came in a designer gift wrap - Karma. The box made of Rejection. filler sheets of many colors.. ..Deceit …Embarrassment …..Betrayal ……Jealousy layered on top of some crumpled shreds of Self-doubt and Insecurity.
— had to tear through some things to get to the goods —
The best present I’ve ever gotten - a whole new Heart; with me forever to stay. Solace in knowing all the junk that came before Her, I get to throw away.
11-6-21 6:22 am
The greatest things come in the most unexpected packaging.