so blinded by the rose tint of my glasses
so far-sighted whenever i thought of you grinning from ear to ear yet i was so nearsighted whenever you were here now that i'm slowly correcting my vision maybe my prescription isn't a perfect 20-20 but i feel like i've reflected and understood plenty at best, you're just an acquaintance, not a friend yeah, i might be seeing things 20-21 but to me, everything we did was never just for fun
DEAR PENPAL PEOPLE, looks like far is better than the unknown:\
I rephrase I say again haunted by the devils God is unfair sorting mindlessly things for innocent souls to rebel why should I be in a no landing deprive ??? of a sunlight in a stream of shallows and happy cries chains and chords struck my nights would like a movie scene I want like a music video in snow-none should guess core in me is blinded in tomorrow edged with rage seems like I'm the one one hurting myself not them in that cage belting on drums my heart writes it explodes far from the cheers and the spotlight affection in the feels I showed for a ****** serenity in hatred I hope blood shedding no stays in me sacred no November curses left to decay a fatal I no tears left to shed tearing in time ------ravenfeels
I loved you more than I loved me
Ignoring all of your flaws because of what you said to me Blinded by your love I just gave you all of me Now it is clear to me That you are not who you said you are to be Fake smiles, fake love, fake grasps All of which you did just to say you had me Your love was never what I imagined it to be
Out of truth,
You started wildfires across my heart. The noxious fumes choke me. I'm blinded, But dance in the flames as we persist.
Give me undying love
My selfishness wants your time Listen to my words; They’re more important than what you’re doing Fill my void Be something I can’t conflict Welcome me like I do my self-indulgent thoughts
Some days I feel like a sailor lost at sea
Sailing the endless ocean not knowing if I will ever find my destination. Sometimes it’s like I’m surrounded by a cloud of fog, blinded to the point where I can no longer tell where I came from or where to go next. Some days I want to see a light from the distance shining through that fog Calling my name Showing me where I need to be. I wanted you to be my light house, Clearing the fog around me And letting me know that my journey ended with you. But I felt so lost when I was with you Maybe because the lighthouse in you, never wanted to turn the lights on for me
You ain’t no good judge of me
You’re way too much in love with me You’re biased eyes they mislead you You don’t see what’s in front of you Don’t put me higher than I am **** the angel you think I am Adjust your vision to see reality Don’t be fooled by my beauty I am evil, a ruthless beast Don’t forgive me, don’t let me feast On you weakness and your care I’ll devour it and steal your air
There's no way
I want to stop it But I ******* can't It eats at me She doesn't deserve to feel as if every burden is her doing its mine If I did things right If I was better at this I live in this constant fear so trapped in my own afflictions My lack of control spirals why does it have to be this way it hurts like nothing else Except for this one moment I refuse to allow occupy my mind Maybe if I listened Shut my ******* mouth did more, maybe then she'll understand my true love to her my protective intentions but I feel as if I'm so far from these things I want to be for you I'm sorry.
This is my mind as I go down the road and think of the ways I've hurt her and dream of the ways to make things better
brisk nights hang low
baubles linger effortlessly shimmering below streets.
Could find it,
looking deeper towards the light, then I collapsed within the darkness... It was so bright, so lovely onyx petals lacerating me like i was opening the door to a better place. My blood was the nurture to open wounds that needed to show the bone, before I could heal from the fall. You never knew me, till you glued every scar after opening it to realise that.. beauty was beneath every scar. The luminosity blinded, headed my growth, for to grow, I needed to be blind to see my purpose..