Awakened she stumbles upon the remains of her conscious, Forever being a fantasy she held onto solemnly, Fragments of realization pieced with passion left astray, Broken hearted prayers uplift and revive, A warrior goddess prevailing.
How many more faces to see? Different shades Yet, to believe I trusted one Not so long ago, Bearing my soul Naked, in front of Vultures in disguise All I know, Blindly sung my pain Wounds throb time and again, Reminding of my naivety Once again, Faces so innocent But, evil thoughts They sustain, Catching us off guard Every time We grew back again, A reality check The evil still prevails, Yet, to discover Grey shades, Mere puppet What god’s create, Hard to believe They still breathe Inflicting pain, they crave How many different shades? To proclaim
I want nothing more than for you to be okay to be the you, that you want to be you put up the toughest fight to the biggest battles for that you're a soldier a strong character that holds their own but one that I know can not always be strong and needs a place to be vulnerable even the toughest of the tough cry I'm sorry I can't shield you from everything like I want guarding you from anything deadly to your mind, body, and soul you're the soldier that will make it through it all It will be okay I can't say when, why, or how but you will be the one to prevail through and through
Fragile, you say? And that may partly be true, but defenseless? I am not. Weak? Possibly— Scared? Definetely. Even so, my body will try— I will try— everything pushes so I could be alive, every single cell wants me alive, people that love me want me alive... I want to stay alive. So as you hammer at my shield and twist my thoughts cruely, just know that I am not defenseless— and I might give in, but not without a fighting chance.
I will try until the very last second because the only person wants this is you.
I read somewhere that your body tries to keep you alive until it aboslutely can’t do anything to save you, and that inspired me.
"You will never know, it's the price I pay Look into my eyes, we are not the same Yeah, this is where you fall apart Yeah, this is where you break 'Cause I'm in control, and you'll know my name 'Cause I gave my life, gave it everything Yeah, this is where you fall apart Yeah, this is where you break To everybody who doubted Get on your knees and bow down"