She said one thing
I tried to be funny
she said *******
Who's the childish one..?
you are you
and i am chemical
bleach under your sink
that you'll swallow
and i will burn and you'll flinch
i will take your life and i will win
I will hurt you and i will always win in the end
Don't say you are using pen to write
When you're typing it on your phone
No one will truly listen... Everything I want to say or feel out loud will get me locked up in an institution. It's unfair. I can't speak without fear of someone deciding for me that I should be locked up. Don't tell me you know better than me and don't ******* tell me that you know what's best for me. You aren't in charge, you don't get to decide. If that means I have to be suicidal in secret then so ******* be it.
Oh yes sure, but as friend then?
- Why would you say that?
- Remember talking about respect when you wanted to fight?
This is also to me the only thing that makes me angry and want to fight. As you, I have a high respect of myself and don't like to feel ignore, disrespected. It might be a big word just to explain that i don't appreciate when someone read my messages and decide not to reply.
Listen, it's not against you, i understand, you are busy, I might not be your priority. But i learn over the past year not to let anyone taking the chance to be able to hurt me. You might not be the kind of guys who like texting fine, then you should have tell me (same way as you asked me why i left and i replied).
It was really nice meeting you, i would love to see you again but not without disrespecting myself. That's a lot of feeling, but after what i saw in you, I am sure you will understand. I am free tomorrow, if you understand that we can meet. If not i want to tell you that i also feel this connexion and wish you a beautiful week.
Self respect is a high value i want to keep. I am mature enough and have been hurt enough not to let anyone getting this power over me.
Some people talk to you in their free time and some free their time to talk to you, i am learning the difference and i am looking to let people in my life only with the second option.
If you are able to rise you standard to meet girls like me.
Mimic all that I do,
it's not good for you.
Do not be a fool.
You can fool
So many people.
But not me;
I will not drool
All over you.
Giveback my life.
No, I do not care if copying me is how you survive.
No, I hate you a lot... so goodbye.
I shouldn't call you so:
You're a *****, and I hope that you know.
I appoint you head ***** from now on.
It's about time that you've gone.
Ahaha this is a phat mood
PleAse don’t pretend
Lie to a child that somehow we are friends
Even if I try to extend
Your moving back into the future
And we won’t ever be kin
If that’s a game you’d like to play
Take your misery I’m not afraid to walk away
I didn’t make the simple mans mistake
I saw a virtue in the struggle of the wait
So when I don’t care to even glance in your eyes
Don’t act as if it’s some ill willed surprise
You had a chance just as I
And just as in that sense we are alike
I too can choose to exile your kind.
So this is me saying with clarity
You’ve exhausted all of my charity.
Done forcing myself to be “nice”. The truth is ultimatelykinder.