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Sydney Marie Apr 2014
"Because you were madly in love with him? He was the person who made you feel safe, I don't know how to explain it but you know when you see someone who is  truly in love with the one they are with? You can just see it in their eyes, both of them. That's what I saw in you, every time you were with him or ever talking about him, it was like you were in a trance."
My before anyone else, who I miss so dearly, thank you for showing me how I act when I'm intoxicated by young love.

This was right from his big, blunt heart. xox
Sydney Marie Apr 2014
When you catch him looking at you, everything he could ever want is right there;
Trust, loyalty, happiness, pleasure.
He feels everything he could ever want but when he catches you, looking at him, you see everything. Every flaw, every disaster they've ever created. Everything they've destroyed and ruined and flipped upside down. There is a difference between love and lust.
He loved me, I only lust him.
Sydney Marie Oct 2014
The imaginary character
that makes a young soul
believe in it.
Bringing the character
back to life
with a clap.
The touch
that makes the adult soul
believe in it.
Bringing
the heart of the victim
back to life with a touch.
The whisper
that makes an old soul
believe in it.
Bringing the soul back to life as a memory.
Sydney Marie Apr 2017
"What is loves biggest fear?"
He whispered.


"Time."
She spoke back.
Sydney Marie Jan 2015
i'm sorry

i'm such an *******,

i miss you
to mike and mitch.
Sydney Marie Oct 2019
they use to be just a black cloaked figures

Over Time

they grew faces
Now
Sydney Marie Jul 2014
Now
Hearing what you want to hear, imagining what you want to imagine.
When someone gives you everything, from the smallest word to the biggest. But what happens now? When the obvious is given and there's nothing left? Now you wait and wonder. Wonder;
what their thinking,
seeing,
hearing,
feeling,
wanting.
Now, you wait.. and wait.. and wait.
Sydney Marie Mar 2016
I cannot feel ashamed or disrupted
I cannot feel lost or disturbed
by you leaving me...

Only because,


I was thinking of someone else.
Sydney Marie Apr 2015
i changed from liquid to powder,
Now that you're gone?


powder was to much of a memory

Cheers.
Sydney Marie Oct 2014
When the shadows of a dark room,

dance for their lives.
When the thoughts in your head,

yell in fear.
When the voices you hear,

don't speak the English truth.

You over analyze,
you think,
you forget.


Your mind becomes an open box for all knowledge to jump into and out of, its true what they say? But why do we trust said 'they'?
Sydney Marie Jul 2014
It's events in the form of dreams or memories, even thoughts that could reoccur over time if the now does not change. The now, can make the past seem like it was only yesterday or the day before. The years that go by, the months that go by, the weeks that go by, the days that go by. It's all in the past to the mind, but if the now does not change? The past can become all that is new.

All that it once was.
Sydney Marie Sep 2014
Its a memory captured forever, in its own little flat object, that can be torn with the slightest touch.
Sometimes its all we have left of a previous adventure or maybe the night that no one remembers.
Humans need to treasure these moments for as long as they can, some might not want to because of reasons, others might not be able to control what they forget.
Memories will fade and turn into nothing, photos will fade too, but they go black and white and stay forever.
Sydney Marie Mar 2016
I know this is how you felt,
I know everyone feels things differently.
But I know now, this is how you felt.

And my God,
Am I ever sorry.
Sydney Marie Jan 2016
I'm not scared,
I wont fall in love again.
I'm scared I will never fall in love like
that
again.
i've had writers block and much more go on, but i hope everyone had a lovely holidays and has a lovely new year, you're awesome for reading this by the way... :)
Sydney Marie Jul 2016
my ears have heard beyond their years
Sydney Marie Sep 2015
something came along
and now?
now i feel its going to be like

Every

Other

Time.
Sydney Marie Mar 2017
It's feelings about,
me.
And then the word,
**you.
Sydney Marie Apr 2014
I have all these secrets that shouldn't be shared.
Secrets shared are then turned into thoughts, regrets, even wishes.
No matter how fast my head spins, how hard my headache pounds.
I can't share what's needed to be said.
To anyone, not anyone.
I mustn't, I can't.
Secrets need to be kept hidden and shall be remained until reviled.
Sydney Marie Nov 2014
I know
what its like
to want to die
so when
the chance comes
it completely terrifies me.
It makes
me want to
run the opposite way
from the end
of my story
run into
someone who cares
and who can
bring me back
to reality.
I don't want
to end my life
even when
I want my life to end.
Sydney Marie Feb 2022
It's not on purpose
You make me nervous
Voices in my head
Pushing through the surface
Sydney Marie Sep 2014
A solid but half faded image of yourself always following.
Right behind you,
almost attached at the hip,
or feet really.

It will be there forever, it will grow as you do. Our shadows wont tell us what we want to hear but they show us who we are, who we will be in time. They show us, us, when we're lost in the other shadows of the world.

Even when our shadow disappears during the bright sunlight hours.
don't lose yourself in the world.
Sydney Marie Apr 2014
He lives in the corners of her brains.
Eats away what she doesn't want to know, what he won't let her know
He lives in the corners of her lungs.
Eats away what toxins that are left from the freshness of the air she absorbs, what he wont let her absorb.
He lives in the corners of her soul.
Eats away the cravings and past damages of her life, what he doesn't want her to feel.
Simon is;
What Mary Thinks
What Mary Absorbs
What Mary Feels
My writing based off the movie Session 9. Found on Netflix, only the best psychological thriller I've seen in 2012.

This is a piece, that I wrote being completely astonished sitting in front of the TV after this movie ended.
Sydney Marie Mar 2016
Innocent 'til my guilt is proven.
Happy St Patties day folks !
Sydney Marie Jul 2016
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I will trust in my wings to keep me flying.

I will trust in my moral compass to keep me straight.

I will trust in my mind that I will be okay.
-
Sydney Marie Sep 2014
A soul is being able to exist in earth. Being able to feel and consider yourself a beautiful creature that was put here for a reason. A soul is something that has all of you in once place and it already knows everything you like and the emotions you carry and the moves you make. It's the brain for our whole body and why you do the things you do. It's a map that you don't know, but it knows.

Your soul is what makes a human  
a human,
a cat  
a cat,
a fish
a fish.
Sydney Marie Apr 2014
Do things for you and no one else.
Eliminate try from your vocabulary and just do it.
Everyone has 20 seconds to do something courageous, use them daily.
Do something that scares you once a month.
Never give up.
Spite people, because people hate when you're happier then them.
Give yourself the satisfaction of living every day with no regrets.
Give only ***** to those who matter.

Live by these on a daily  basis. No matter how upset I get , or how lost I get these always stay with me. You will get out of this mess.
You always have and you always will.
Speech Talk (Rather my self-talk)
Sydney Marie Oct 2014
The good ones come once in a blue moon,
but the average story shows up every day.
Each sentence explaining the story,
giving more detail and thought to it.
Making it come to life by re-reading it over and over again.
Stories can be the smallest story ever written or the biggest story ever told,
but sometimes the stories are forgotten and left untold.
i write to get out of the lows, long, over 300 word chapters about my personal life
Sydney Marie Apr 2014
How common is it to find a feeling like that?
To feel absolutely free and wondrous at the most.
How every touch can over power every moment.
How the smallest kiss can cure all disease.
How could something that pure belong to the simplest form of a human?
Being simple, isn't pure, pure is being yourself.
And only the best can bring a human to its true self.
Sydney Marie Oct 2014
Some of us think its a bad day that will get us good,
that it will either send us to heaven or hell.

Seeing the pain that others go through when they have someone close to them lose it for good.

It makes people like us say “We can't cause that harm to the people WE love.”

It really doesn't make a difference because when it happens it happens.

That's your time, you weren't suppose to make it out alive, these birds eye views of other lives that have been affected by another.

It should make a difference but it doesn't.
Sydney Marie May 2016
holidays like these make me feel empty
Sydney Marie Oct 2014
The one that can save any human,
someone in the littlest distress,
or someone in the most.

You saved her.

You've saved everyone you've come into contact with.
As for the one you couldn't save; it constantly reminds everyone of someone, someone who can't be and shouldn't be gone.
The affect it put on you, the look in your eye when you drift off into the distance.

Sometimes superman needs his own super hero saving.
sorry boyfriend, i keep writing about you..
Sydney Marie Dec 2016
Amongst the people I held together,
I, somehow fell apart.
Sydney Marie Oct 2014
Giving a girl like me your tshirt is the best thing you can do.
Its like falling asleep with your scent suffocating my surroundings and breathing like never before.
Its like falling asleep in your arms wrapped so tightly around me with the loosest grip.
Its like falling asleep with your soft lips kissing my entire body and wanting more.

Its like falling asleep next to you
when
your
not
really
there.
Sydney Marie Apr 2018
I am not,
shattered pieces
waiting,
to be picked up.
Sydney Marie Apr 2016
I know I am okay with her being your second.


Because I know I will always be your first,
And your *best.
always & forever
Even though you are gone and not mine.

Oh my, my spelling, sorry..
Sydney Marie Apr 2014
This thing, all things devours; Birds, beasts, flowers
                                                       Gnaws iron, bites steel
                                                       Grinds hard stones to meal
                                                       Slays kings, ruins towns
                                                       And beats high mountains down.
-The Hobbit
(Only my life in two trilogies)
Sydney Marie Apr 2014
Is everyone ******* blind?
Did no one see what I was like?
Did no one notice how clean my arms were?
Did no one hear how loud my laugh was?
Did anyone notice?
Was I trapped in my own imagination?
Did I really fall for him?
Sydney Marie Nov 2016
things are falling apart
things don't get better with time
things just blend.
Sydney Marie Jan 2016
no one knows how frustrating it is,

being sad for no reason at all.
thought of the day
Sydney Marie May 2018
As time grows on,
My memories of you grow thin.

First;
Our last goodbye
Last;
Our first hello
Sydney Marie Apr 2014
Its going to be okay I told myself.
But what is 'OKAY'?
When the world finally stops?
When the resists stop being first choice?
When a permanent smile is the only thing that shows?
I don't know what feels like to be okay.
But I know what it feels like, when I don't feel like crap.
And when I don't think about him, I don't feel like crap.
I feel, what I believe is to be okay...
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