walking on air in my bedroom so far from the pain and residue scrubbed and rubbed myself down to the bone retired; regrouped and ascent the throne rose glasses on with a visionary mind pearly whites to hide the pain inside solid front for a processing machine underneath my skin estimated time of recovery in two months just gotta embrace the mourning until the morning wipe the tears and conquer my fears rest and repeat, don't forget to eat, rest and repeat
I am so happy It’s all over, you are going away Finally we are going to separate The pain will be over I hug you goodbye I can smell detergent, shampoo ,deodorant My arms barely around your back finally you are walking away The pain will be over You turn your pretty face around and say ‘’Good luck’’ Fu*k! It’s all over All over All over again
1.Wake up and drag yourself out of your comfort. 2. Put on your persona of the day, channel what you lack until it feels real. 3. Force yourself to speak, you wouldn't want to be left alone. 4. Crawl back into your comfort and waste away in your room. 5. Try to sleep, block out the thoughts, plead with the voices for a moment of silence. 6. Repeat.
Your presence has now become redundant and superfluous . I'm tired of feeling furious over non-sense, over actions and feelings . A relationship with you, isn't at all appealing . It's as if a succubus is ******* the very soul from my being . And seeing , a superficial world with a superficial girl , strikes me as insane . You gain , everything I lose . You regret everything you choose . So what's the use . Why make things the way they are , when you know how big scars are . Your a pretentious kind of person . Ostentatious to say the least . Which means big in a logical sense . Oh well , sing the bell in my head . As I review every moment spent . Starring at you for some comfort and establishment . All to the more I, spending more time forgetting it. You know what I regret ? Why I let people , other human beings , get so close .…….