months will pass and you'll still feel him
like a low buzz when you sing along to the radio.
it will hurt and hurt even when you remember
that you deserved better than him.
but one day the radio will stop, and his presence will disappear into your past and you will slowly discover that your ending wasn't due to your not being enough for him-
he simply wasn't enough for you.
you will discover that you are strong and kind.
that you are the type of person people spend their lives searching for,
and he made the biggest mistake of his life when he walked away from you.
that he was blind to your inner strength, that he will one day look back and his whole body will go numb when he realizes what he did. that he will discover just how deeply he hurt the one person who loved him with everything they had, that no one else can love as deeply as you do.
he will forever compare every other girl to you.
no one will come close.
the pain feels never-ending right now, i know,
trust me, i know that you want so badly for him to be in as much pain as you are,
but, in time, you will come to the conclusion that his eventual pain is much worse than yours.
for yours will pass,
but his is never ending.
for he will never get you again.