dream without the fear
write your verses for her
like no one will ever read them
recite your poems aloud
like everyone is deaf
shed your laments with a wet face
like you're alone in your room
love her, like she'll never hurt you
die for her, as if you're proud to fall
when she does
in the end,
even Odo gave in
to the desire
to rejoin the
I don't know why we're feelin this way
But I know that I just want you to stay..
Here by my side.
Till sadness subsides.
We've got same emotions, but different feelings
We don't know what's in motion, but we need healing
For our soul..
Because we're on our own..
Now I don't know if its this forever
That we're gonna be lonely together
Cuz if we are then that's just fine.
Even if we're frozen in time.
Because you're worth what life's worth
you're the only one I wanna be with in this earth.
Because we're both lonely..together.
How ironic that loneliness brings two people together.
Instead of the joy of coming into a port and stepping onto land, land
That is familiar and loving
With having my feet home again
The earth below rejoicing
After so many months at sea
I am instead adrift. There is unbroken horizon
Spread out vast all around me
My eyes ache in my head from only seeing the sun, only seeing
The flat blue waves
I am so ANGRY that I am unloved I am so ADRIFT without my home port
I call out and the wind pretends to be an answer
All I want is to be longed for
For someone to pace
For someone to watch the sea
Instead, two separate lives, one at sea, one at home.
There was once an eternity between two separate individuals. They simply lay claim a very positive reaction that both makes them "richer" than both each other could even predict. Simply put it, they aren't respectable individuals within each of their own rights too essentially bear alone. That's why (one day far in the future...hopefully very soon). They can actually become something more then the two very separate individuals that have lay claim a very rich moral principle in order to make something go beyond each other's very perspective that had controlled them (up until this certain point in time). But what happens if they let this ("claim to be") control the very outcome for both destinies to (sooner rather than later) "connect" into a very "luxurious" positive desire that keeps each another's identity sane...for ALL too essentially bear?! Except the very claim they put there very "trusting hands" in can't hope to truly be trusted, right...? Especially if you can't believe a word this very claim says about the outcome that's VASTLY hinting at being about "eternity" itself. Which is a very stark contrast towards believing in either a (somebody) that was entirely within their own odds as either a connecting embodiment. Or a very luxurious and positive desire that doesn't cut corners for just anyone. Since it takes time for something to truly become "persecuted" by the very outcome that's made to become "disembodied" (first and foremost). Towards the very end! In the end, what happens to these very unsuspecting victims that's part of an eternity together that both can't be fixed (even how hard you try) or even divide (evenly) for the support of a more freer claim (of charge) that can't be masked by the impression that ("eternity between two separate individuals") can be taken seriously as to actually be real? Why can't the both of them stay "together forever" if (first and foremost) they had already ("lay claim to a very positive reaction that both makes them richer than both each other could even predict"?) Simple. Because the more they try to be apart, the more things (than ever before) won't work out in their own internal affairs for the rest of eternity! A claim becoming the more disembodied outcome for none too essentially bear alone...anymore! The more they lay claim for eternity without becoming the separate individuals we ALL "scorn" them to be...will (perhaps) work out in their very favor. Eternity between two separate individuals is not (forevermore) valued between one another. When it's actually the makings of eternity itself (not being what it seems) after all.... When it's really how they lay claim to a luxurious positive desire keeping each other sane for their identities to get a fix on the connection that keeps them (anyways) more positive in the desires to both hold themselves too bear each other more (tightly secured)!
Conclusion... No one is within their right minds too ever become simply connected to lay claim to eternity itself. When it was really the essential connection between two separate individuals who (once...a long time ago) created eternity for themselves too bear (for each other) alone...forevermore!
Detesting yourself (with the spectrum that is logic) isn't the most greatest accomplishment one can essentially bear for the purpose to remain pure...for ALL eternity!
I do not love what you do,
I cannot fall where you fall.
This is the fate of us,
To be together apart
"i'll see you soon
by the next full moon
it won't be long, just wait."
the next moon came
nothing had changed
it wasn't written in our fate.
"wish you were here
so i could hold you near
and talk and laugh all day."
it wasn't to be
so i'd wait patiently
there were rules we had to obey
four months have gone by
every day i have cried
just sad and feeling alone.
"i miss you too much
i so crave your touch
i'd rather be there than at home."
just come and meet me
we'll do it discreetly
we don't have to tell anyone.
"now i just miss you more
and it's left my heart sore
and wondering, what have we done?"
the battle with willpower and ethics of seeing your s/o during lockdown and the consequences of a "quick fix" meet that will usually have you more desperate than before
Understanding the stars to your galaxies
Made of past and future complexities
Is the path we took made of possibility
Which ended in us walking separately
Though we're broken and bruised feeling further apart
With moments that'll never silence my heart
I still look for you in the ocean of people
But I know it's your stars that'll only show
Though I won't forget the tune you played
When you tugged at my heartstrings
You brought the music back with memories we made
When you tugged at my heartstrings
Seeing shimmers of blue starting back at you
A reflection I will never unsee
With feilds of gold glowing in the dark
I hope they'll remind you of me
Building moments created by the smallest of things
it's as close as i can get
but seeing you
you rip through me
and the longing i feel makes my heart swell
down to the floor
and i need you here
it's not close enough
feeling very lonely at the minute and i miss him more than ever
With individuality & togetherness
With independence & belongingness
I crave connections deep and free