I miss you all hours of the day More throughout long nights Curled up next to somebody else It just doesn't feel right I lie awake for an eternity Memories in my head Wishing it was me there with you Instead of her beside you in bed When finally my mind drifts off Expecting sleep to bring relief It is a blessing and a curse You always haunt my dreams
his name is andrew i met him once he seemed like an ******* but like in a good way we met. i stayed at his house. he was an actual *******. we had *** while i was half asleep. i cant remember if it was consensual in the beginning. i left the next morning. he started being weird. sending me gibberish. i blocked him. he added me back again and again and again 30 times now. making usernames calling me fat and again and again please dont find me
One day, I thought about you. The next day, I iust can't stop. The day after that, you haunt my dreams. A week later, My are around your lifeless body. A week after that, I found a new one, And turned you to ashes.
She’s back and she’s lurking. Schools out. No work. She’s now behind every corner in my house. In closets. Under my bed. My house Is supposed to be my safe space god ******! I can’t sleep. She whispers in my ear every time I drift off. I can’t eat. “You don’t need that!” she’d say. I can’t leave. “What if she finds you?” she’d ask. She never leaves me alone. She refuses, Leaving me anxiety ridden.