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Jun 2015 · 1.7k
I want to get to know you
Nikita Jun 2015
Tell me
What do you love to do?
What makes you happy?
Whats your favourite food?
Do you like to draw or paint?

Because life isnt just about work, relationships and media
Life is about creating yourself
And creating a life to remember
To look back on and *smile
Jun 2015 · 439
Right
Nikita Jun 2015
My room is a mess because Ive been raised to be comfortable with things that dont seem right.
Jun 2015 · 842
Learn the difference
Nikita Jun 2015
Equality is giving everyone the same thing
Justice is giving everyone what they deserve

You wouldnt give everyone ballet outfits because one person is a ballerina so why give a ****** the same sentence as a drug dealer.
Jun 2015 · 1.2k
Dear Little Sister
Nikita Jun 2015
You look in the mirror and see nothing but a girl
But I look into your eyes and see my whole world
Jun 2015 · 1.1k
Ignorance
Nikita Jun 2015
Close your eyes
Imagine a perfect world
what do you see?
Because all I see is you and me.
Jun 2015 · 1.6k
Labelling
Nikita Jun 2015
Just because shes confident with her body
doesn't means she's a ****
It just shows how much of a judgemental ***** you really are.

Just because he's into guys
Doesnt mean hes against god
It just shows how closed minded you really are.

Just because she dresses differently
Doesnt mean shes depressed
It just shows how obilvious you really are.
  
People arent what they seem
So stop labelling and start accepting.
Jun 2015 · 388
Untitled
Nikita Jun 2015
"Noone cares unless your pretty or dying"
Well even then, people turn away from the dying.
Even then, pretty people are abused, used and thrown away.

The truth is
That noone cares unless theres something in it for them.
Jun 2015 · 4.0k
Search For Identity
Nikita Jun 2015
Stop trying to find yourself
And start creating yourself
Jun 2015 · 612
Expectations
Nikita Jun 2015
Like this
Like that

Wear this
Wear that

Do this
Do that

Dont do that
Dont do anything that will somehow make you an individual because you will be judged and socially excluded from society.

You must be "normal"
Jun 2015 · 909
A Realistic Hippies Proverb
Nikita Jun 2015
Peace
To be at peace
You must first know what its like to be in pieces
Jun 2015 · 4.2k
Toxic Waterfall
Nikita Jun 2015
When will you realise that
She doesnt cry tears
Only acid drops
To rid herself of your poison.
Jun 2015 · 2.6k
Too Young Yet Too Old
Nikita Jun 2015
Children
grow
up
way
too
fast
these
days
but
so­mehow
still
lack
maturity
Jun 2015 · 1.6k
Fast
Nikita Jun 2015
Funny how fast I can become attracted to someone
A month is all it takes
To smile when you message
To laugh at your jokes
To be guienuely happy around and with you

I think Im starting to like you~
Jun 2015 · 886
Pastry and custard
Jun 2015 · 833
Fuckboi
Nikita Jun 2015
You creep me the **** out okay
Jun 2015 · 925
Laughter
Nikita Jun 2015
I swear laughter is medicine
Jun 2015 · 5.1k
Daydream
Nikita Jun 2015
I cant seem to focus lately
My minds always somewhere else
Caught in a daydream

Because i guess ignorance is more appealing to me than dealing with the day to day struggles
Jun 2015 · 2.7k
Want
Nikita Jun 2015
I just want someone to laugh with, to hug me and hold me close so i dont drift away.
Yet i am picky
Yet i push people away
Yet i avoid relationships entirely

I guess im just a *******
Jun 2015 · 1.4k
Imagination
Nikita Jun 2015
~

Its like every time you talk to me you're singing

Its like whenever you look at me
You're staring

Its like whenever you laugh with me
You laugh harder than before

Its like whenever you smile at me
You look happier for once

Maybe its just my imagination
But by the way your acting
Its as though you could like me too

But I know that that's impossible
My lie caused you to slip away
Slip so far in fact I could never have you stay

That's what makes it so difficult
To hear you sing, to see you stare, to hear your laugh and to see you smile.
Because I know its not me that happy about
She's the reason you sing, stare, laugh and smile

At least imagination keeps me calm.
Jun 2015 · 2.2k
Celestial rest
Nikita Jun 2015
Serenity
Peace
Forgiveness

All of which resolve conflict
Conflict that thou shalt not be involved
Conflict that thou art afraid

War
Death
Trauma

All of which are the effects of conflict
The consequences that thou art withstand even if conflict shalt not be ones desire

The ones who avoid conflict dream of a celestial rest even though they are being dragged into hell.
Jun 2015 · 1.7k
Depends
Nikita Jun 2015
You either die a hero
Or live long enough to see yourself become the villian

Just depends on whether
You are willing to
**** yourself to save others
Or whether you need to **** others to save yourself
Jun 2015 · 805
Last night
Nikita Jun 2015
Last night
I met two people
As opposite as can be
One outgoing, funny and talkative
The other shy, sweet and quiet
But somehow they still worked as a couple
In fact they seemed to get along better than most couples you would think to be perfect

This goes to show
Its not who you end up with
Its how you ended up with them
Jun 2015 · 379
Untitled
Nikita Jun 2015
Life isn't about finding yourself
Its about creating yourself
Jun 2015 · 193
Wrong
Nikita Jun 2015
I know its wrong but I'm so much better now that I'm talking to you.
Jun 2015 · 233
ouch
Nikita Jun 2015
I dont understand what's so wrong with me
Why others are always picked over me
Is it because im ugly?
Annoying?
Dumb?

I'm just one of those people that want everyone to like them or at least have friends who won't prefer someone else v.v
Jun 2015 · 2.0k
Alone
Nikita Jun 2015
Its weird to go from having so many friends
To sitting alone at lunch
Wondering why I even bother
Jun 2015 · 12.0k
Care
Nikita Jun 2015
Its great that you're taking care of yourself
But sometimes I wish you'd just realise that unlike you, I'm not doing so well
Jun 2015 · 702
H²O
Nikita Jun 2015
Your personality reminds me of water

You're either warm and inviting
Or cold and ignorant
You can never stay still
Your hair like waves
And even though sun reflects off you like diamonds

I can still see right through you
Jun 2015 · 545
Nikita Jun 2015
Stress
Is like a million mad-mans running at you with guns

Anxiety
Is like standing in front of a crowd having to say a speech but nothing will come out and everyone looks at you in frustration. They're waiting and all you can do is shake.

Depression
Is sitting a room of happy people who are laughing, you're laughing too but you feel numb. Like your laugh is really a scream for help as you are stuck in a well slowly drowning.

Insecurity
Is wanting to become invisible

Neglection
Is wanting to be seen

Strength
Is what you have if you can smile convincingly even with one or more of these situations
Jun 2015 · 5.4k
Royalty
Nikita Jun 2015
Money
Diamonds
Mansions
Ferraris
IPhones

None of this would matter if
I had no one to spend the money on
No one to give me the diamonds
No one to share the mansions with
No one to drive around with me
No one to call or text

What's the point of being a queen if you don't have a king
Jun 2015 · 475
Ghosts
Nikita Jun 2015
People say that your past is your ghosts
That they follow you wherever you go
Haunting your dreams and clouding your vision
I don't agree

I believe that the future holds more ghosts than your past
The only reason you reflect in the past is because you either desire or fear it reoccurring
You can't be scared of what's already happenened
But sure as hell can be scared of it happening again

The future holds your ghosts
For it follows you more than your past ever will.
Jun 2015 · 532
WHAT IS LOVE
Nikita Jun 2015
Love isn't just between couples
Its between us and our closest friendships
Its between us and our closest family

Its love for our pets
For our hobbies
For the earth we walk
For thrill
For life

Love is simply an intense passion and connection for things/people that have changed our lives ❤
Jun 2015 · 6.8k
Easy weight loss
Nikita Jun 2015
Laughing burns calories
So instead of going for a run
Let's just watch a comedy instead
(/^▽^)/
Jun 2015 · 392
Nikita Jun 2015
I wonder what I look like in your eyes
Jun 2015 · 23.6k
happiness
Nikita Jun 2015
Its weird how you can have so much
and not be happy
whereas a child with a stick
and sand
is the happiest kid in the world x
Jun 2015 · 759
May
Nikita Jun 2015
May
I may look strong
I may smile brightly
But Im just as fragile as the next person
Jun 2015 · 5.9k
Identity
Nikita Jun 2015
Who I am is everything to me
Jun 2015 · 1.0k
Nikita Jun 2015
I love the different feelings of each time of day

Refreshing, lively sunrise
Vast, active midday
Beautiful, peaceful sunset
Crisp, enticing midnight
Jun 2015 · 2.7k
Its simple
Nikita Jun 2015
They say we can be whatever we want
As long as your rich, above the law, highly intelligent and have no responsiblitys
Jun 2015 · 2.9k
Glass
Nikita Jun 2015
❇             Trust is like glass.          ❇
❇Once shattered it can never be❇
❇               fully repaired.              ❇
❇        Unless you replace it         ❇
Jun 2015 · 1.0k
Beauty
Nikita Jun 2015
She had the face of a doll
She had the body of a dancer
She had sunkissed skin and deep brown eyes as though she saw through layers of rich chocolate

She was as delicate as fine China
She was as kind as a sweet old lady
She was very young though, too young to be as beautiful as she was

The prettiest flowers are always picked first
By picked we don't understand that this means ripping the flower away from the earth and taking its life away too

And even at such a young age she was definately picked
She was bullied
She was abused
And with each insult and each rumour a wall was slowly built
Brick by brick
Her kindness quickly faded away
For how else was she supposed to protect herself



And they wonder why the prettiest are the meanest.
Jun 2015 · 622
. Alone .
Nikita Jun 2015
You're in a crowded room
But no one notices you're there
You are surrounded by friends
But most of them dont care
You know a lot of people
But meaningful talks are rare

Its like being invisible
Its like being ignored by everyone all at once
Like screaming but nothing seems to come out

But its okay
Because we all have to realize that only very few people will be there for us till the end and as long as you've got them you'll be okay ❤
Even though I am okay, my heart goes out to people suffering from neglect, anxiety or people who are just feeling down ❤
May 2015 · 700
Nikita May 2015
How can you care about me when you don't even care
about yourself?
May 2015 · 636
❇ learn ❇
Nikita May 2015
You learn a lot from what people write

You learn about them
You learn about the world
And even yourself
May 2015 · 13.1k
Chance
Nikita May 2015
What are the chances that you are reading my poem right now

What are the chances that reading this could affect your life somehow

I mean I could've changed your life and nor you or anyone else would realize it
May 2015 · 1.6k
Impossible
Nikita May 2015
I always think of you
I shouldn't
I wouldn't
But I can't help it

Always wondering
"will  they  see  me?"

I wish I could stop
I wish I didn't care

It would hurt a lot less if I cared a lot less

But I think its **impossible
May 2015 · 447
Nikita May 2015
Faith is like the wind
You can feel it
You can hear it
But you can't see it
You can only see its destruction.
May 2015 · 10.9k
Where waves meet sand ✳
Nikita May 2015
The waves moving in and out like a goddess stroking the sand
The clouds rolling across the sky with ease
The bright sun warming us up for the cold water
The beach is my favorite place
Especially when the red and purple is painted across the sky like a visual lullaby
When the air turns crisp
When sky fades into darkness
And you can see the refection of stars shining off the gentle water ⭐
❇❇❇❇
Where I'd rather be
May 2015 · 1.2k
Untitled
Nikita May 2015
Confused
I really like you
I enjoy being with you
But I'm not as excited to see you as I was with the rest

I don't know why
I want to be excited
I want to be all giggly and girly about you

But for some reason I just cant.
May 2015 · 982
|Reasons|
Nikita May 2015
The stories
O' the stories I could tell you about my life
The reasons why I'm so ******* up
But there's too many to tell
And after you may be ******* up aswell.
❇❇❇❇
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