Yet again I have crumbled Underneath the pressure of your voice Given in to your demands Letting go of my free choice And yet again you have leverage Blackmail against me I'm ****** I know It seems I've lost that key Please Don't betray me again I don't want to feel so helpless and used I dont want to feel ***** and trapped agin
But this pressure is far to much
I was ****** and gave in to the nagging a pressure to tell him something. And now he holds more power to use against me, yet again I will have to listen and do as he says... ****.
some are hard to explain. I've been holding it for a long time. it hurts, like a slash. this heart screamed for a long time. I feel unappreciated even by the people closest to me. I can only tell God. I will not allow the world to know. this is too painful.
No pressure But can you clean the car? No pressure But you need 100 or you won't go far. No pressure But your next needs to beat the rest. No pressure But you need to be a step above the best. No pressure But you need to find the liar. No pressure But you're getting fired No pressure But you need to lead your peers. No pressure But you need to beat your fears. No pressure But we're gonna add another problem to the pile. No pressure But if you fail, we'll move on all the while.
You can water your plants. You can walk your dog everyday. You can feed the birds in the park. But the day that you forget to sustain your plants, or are too busy to cater to your dogs need for the outdoor experience, or run out of bird food for the park, things tend to fall out of balance. Plants survive, so do the dogs and the birds. They start to believe in an entitlement to your generous acts. Something I've learned is that it's not always your job to take care of someone else. There's always rainstorms, back doors, and picnic crumbs waiting for their turn to take care of someone.
I used to feel pressure for having to be the source of someone's happiness.