When I'm sad and lonely, I go to God in prayer; I know that He will hear me, in His Throne Room, He is there. ~ I cast my cares upon Him, and He listens intently; He cares about my burdens, as I cast them at His feet. ~ When my heart is broken, I go to Him in tears; "Hush now, my dear child," as He takes away my fears. ~ This is how I live my life, taking one day at a time; Just knowing God is there for me, eases my heart and mind.
My light is back The shadow that once loomed is gone I can look at sky and actually be thankful for something I can look to the sky and thank god Knowing i think he really cares Knowing i think he listens I think he does I think i was wrong ..Im still hoping i am wrong Granted im thankful Lil doubt tho is still where is rest before... How do i rid of it? How can i believe? How do i know that was coincidence? What should i believe?
Aaaaaaaah im actually happy, The shadow i once had is now so much smaller..I can see again..I can see the light ahead of me.. I dont know if i should thank god though..Should i?
Hands that only reach for you when you turn to leave, whispers that only say your name when you turn up the music and shut the world out...love that only rears it's head in their hearts when you give up on feeling anything beyond hunger; such is the fleeting nature of man. Noah_arkenswagg
Love wasn't how I imagined it was. Love wasn't like those romance books I read. Love is complicated but trying. Love wasn't all happiness and butterflies. Love is sometimes fighting, wanting to run away but knowing everything is still better when standing by their side. Love didn't mean you won't ever be alone again. Love is sometimes lonely, lying in your own bed, willing time to go faster. Love is sometimes being alone because you know you can't ask them to be there with you all the time. Love didn't cure my sadness. Love comforted it. Love is trying to understand and understanding even when it's breaking your heart. Love wasn't easy. Love is hard. Love isn't what I wanted, but love is enough. Love cares. Love loves. Love isn't perfect but it is still beautiful.
Here I am on a dark Earth Here in black, pondering worth As the demons start to surf Now new evils come of birth • Every time I look around There's nothing, not even sound As Earth's pull starts pulling down Notice, I'm not on the ground • What am I falling into What's sticking on me, like glue No one will care, is it true Rage in me starting to brew • Eyes that stared avert away Feel my heart and lungs decay Yeah, It's bad, it's not okay I lost words I want to say • Raised my hands up to the sky There are people around me As I start questioning why They pretend like they can't see • They're laughing, I'm not there They did say, no one would care I could bet that with my luck I might get hit by a truck • It's okay, for I am mad I'm not sane, and now I'm glad I've lost my world, I've no goal They can take and churn my soul • No one cares, but who would dare When in this world was life fair For you come into life bare Bound to lose your mind down there