Rainbow-filled eyes and sin in my heart, watching girls and filling my head with fantasies. It doesn't drag me in straight lines, it takes wavy, wobbly steps. Girls, what pieces of art, so easy to indulge in. No bones and balls, just parts like mine, staring at faces all day, making no regrets. How unfair of God to disable other girls to see this kind of beauty, this kind of attraction. How unfair to have been given such a terrible gift instead of satisfaction at false limits. Desire, my security a liar, for attraction like this does not guarantee freedom from the wrong. Please, Lust, play nice with me. I don't want to have to cup girls' heads in my hands, smothering myself in all their tasteful smiles and tongues. Some would look in distaste, the disabled, the ungifted. Them and I, our uncommon views watch us battle over the love that has been hated since the beginning. Old policies, restrictions, forgotten over time, the rainbow rising after the spiteful thunderstorm.
Rory 4d
the way your lips smirk
I am two beers in too many
you call all the shots
Everyday, hate forgets to find me,
Like He forgets to know me,
The sky, only blue when the sun shows face,
turns grey and forgets when she falls from her place,
So He lives, asleep to how I move,
And I move, awake to how he lives.
If his memory would fall from my heart,
I only pray my heart would not fall from his memory.
Though I know, in the same way the water is displaced in the river,
He holds nothing forever.
In constant flux, only real when together.
So as hate forgets to find me
And hope forgets to claim me
I live in pursuit of my own pain
Charred in my desire, that ever burning fire.
To simply forget
His Name
13.08.18
I write in class instead of paying attention.
The Best Friend Ever


The way I felt for you transcended sex.
That is something you will always be able to get.
But to me that would not have been enough.
It is your soul I am in love with, not just your body.
You can have sex with anyone;
It was babies I wanted you to have with me.


Your kid will be the coolest of them all.
Your body is the most beautiful.
Your face is a masterpiece,
I could happily get lost inside.
Your thoughts are my nourishment.
I take them all inside me and give back commitment.


I pledge my soul, to my true beloved.
There is and has only eva been one love of my life.
How do I know?  Because I didn’t know then.
Only one girl can make me cry,
Simply at the thought of never seeing her again.


I love you.
I am your friend to the peaceful end.
Until death rips me apart,
Or until you break my heart again.
But if that is your intention,
Then I shall die now alone.


Even if Her love for me is gone,
My love for her shall never end.
Friends until death.
I love you my best friend.



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If you ever need me, I’ll be here waiting


There’s something about you that,
I’m finding it hard to hide.
There’s something about you that,
I don’t think I can keep inside.
Though I must hide my feelings,
I cannot hide the tears I cry.
When you are not here with me,
I want you to be in my life.


There’s something about me that,
I think in you I could confide.
There’s something about me that,
I think with you I couldn’t hide.
It is my every feeling,
It is my every ounce of pride.
It is the joy you bring me,
It is my ever beaming smile.


And if you ever need me,
Then I’ll be right here at your side.
And if you ever need me,
I’ll be here waiting for all time.
If you ever need me,
Then I’ll be right here at your side.
And if you ever need me,
I’ll be here waiting here for all time.


You are my everything,
You are the one I want to hold.
You are my everything,
You keep me warm when I am cold.
And if I ever hurt you,
I won’t forget the tears you cry;
I never want to hurt you.
Let me be the one who makes you smile.


Won’t you just lay here with me?
Won’t you just simply hold me tight?
Won’t you just lay here with me?
Won’t you hold me throughout the night?
For you are all I need now,
The only thing I know is right.


And if you ever need me,
Then I’ll be right here at your side.
And if you ever need me,
I’ll be here waiting for all time.
If you ever need me,
Then I’ll be right here at your side.
And if you ever need me,
I’ll be here waiting here for all time.


I’m just another punk now,
I’m just a hippy with long hair.
I’m just another rocker,
I’m just a Goth who knows you care
And if you ever need me,
Then just call me on the phone,
Or turn to me in bed,
For with you I feel at home.


And if you ever need me,
Then you just have to say my name
And you will see me running,
I want to come and save the day.
I want to be your hero,
I want to be your only prince,
I want to be your lover.
I want you to help me live.


If you ever need me,
Then I’ll be right here at your side.
If you ever need me,
I’ll be here waiting for all time,
For you to say you need me,
For you to take me into your life,
For you to say you need me.
You are the bringer of good times.


And if you ever need me,
Then I’ll be right here at your side.
And if you ever need me,
I’ll be here waiting for all time.
If you ever need me,
Then I’ll be right here at your side
And if you ever need me,
I’ll be here waiting for all time.


And if you ever need me,
Then I’ll be right here at your side
And if you ever need me,
I’ll be here waiting for all time.
If you ever need me,
Then I’ll be right here at your side
And if you ever need me,
I’ll be here waiting for all time.


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For Eva


To my Goddess, my Femme Fatale,
My Idol, my Love.
You are in my heart forever Eva;
I love you like I love the green stuff.


So don’t give me a hug please, just a loving smile.
We can’t get too close or you might notice and run a mile.


I want my friend Eva for life, for Eva.
So take my peace, love and empathy,
For when I am not with ya.


Gather round, gather round; come and see.
Perfection, Natural Beauty, True Empathy.
The Human Diary, I could always confide in.
Do you have a twin sister?  
She could be the woman of my dreams.


She sings like an angel,
She flies high like a butterfly.
She needs to change…nothing.  She is fine!
So much love to Eva and the woman I saw today.
She was worth a second look, but I didn’t catch her name.


Thank you Eva for everything and wow!
When I die please sing me a song,
You are most worthy of taking a bow.
Let them see what I see,
When I see you sing.
Acapella, there is none better;
So light one up, but please don’t forget me.


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Fi Fine, Fo Fun


Let me show you another way.
Let me breathe empathy towards your pain…


Hi Fi.  
Remember me?
I’m the guy I think you need.


I want you to know, you are on my mind
And I hope you like me too.
Maybe we could go out together sometime?
Or just chill at mine; it is all up to you.


I want to look deep into your eyes,
Because there’s something there,
I don’t want to miss.
Maybe it’s the promise of a forthcoming kiss?
Or maybe that is just what I wish.


Your body wants to hide,
But your words are so open.
I have nothing to hide,
My soul is written down for you in poems.


So here I stand; yours if you want me.
Come chill with me some time
And criticize my bad poetry.


I should have told you.
How beautiful you are to me.
I should have hugged you,
To be more compassionate somehow.
I should have done more,
When you were so honest and free.
I should never have met you…Life would be much easier;
But you are in my head now.


So goodbye for now,
What I meant to say,
Was I’d really like to see you somehow;
If there is a way.


I want you to be with me sometime,
If you have the time;
To fit me into your hectic life.


I should have told you,
You’re pretty…hot!
I should have told you,
I’m not good enough.


I offer Peace, Love and Empathy
And I hope you accept it too,
For you are more than welcome.


But my heart is yours to see;
Maybe yours to keep…
Or maybe just yours to use,
If you just want the same old story.


Would you like us to share our bodies, minds and souls sometime?
If you show me yours…
I’ll show you mine.


I think I would like it very much indeed,
If you were to spend some time with me.
I could show you I am an Angel
And confess all my sins…
I could put my hands around your heart and love you…
If you would only let me in…


But if you just want fun
And you don’t want my love…
Then I accept, let’s have fun….


Let’s chill and
Be good buds.


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Alien Lady


The girl next door to me,
Is an alien I think.
She jumped across the border,
And landed in my street.


She came from Mexico,
And I don’t really know.
But I heard the tale around our way,
That the girl is good to go.


She sits there in the window, with her lamp light on,
Sat at her computer naked, waiting for a download.
The latest rock band and the latest song,
She dreams of them at night when she is all alone.


I love you Mary Jane,
The other guys may think you’re plain.
But I know what your dirty mind is like,
So you know I would never look away.



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I have fallen for you
since the first time
we met.
Wanting to know
more about you
was the goal that
I set.

You caught me
off-guarded whenever
you would gaze at me;
I looked away quickly—-
Heart pounding but
feeling all giddy.

I want to get to know you more
but I know that I never will;
My flight leaves at seven—-
Can’t we make time stand still?

Even though I didn’t get to ask
for your name;
There’s this hope inside of me
that our feelings——
are the same.
Aa Harvey Aug 13
Take a chance.


Send me a sign, to show me how you feel
And I'll return my message to you, in a little while.
I'm taking the first step, but it takes two to tango,
So what do you think, shall we dance with each other?
Will you become my lover and my lay with me tonight?
Or shall I leave you to these people and not be by your side?


You see, I'm the one who made you smile
And you told me that it's been a while,
Since you remember being happy and thinking like this;
But I too harbour the bad memories that come with this thing.


But if I can take the risk, then I'm sure you can too;
If you can't, I understand, I've been there too darling.
Those crazy misspent days and those long winter nights,
Left us happy and content.
We were always happy when we weren't crying.


But times stands still for no man and it's time for me to leave.
I've got to leave you here alone now,
So you can breathe a sigh of relief.
You may want things to be different,
But I'm a ghost ship passing by;
The guy you thought you made a connection with,
In the blink of an eye and an awkward smile.


In that moment I saw you truly,
As you wished no-one could see you right now.
With your guard down and you hair messed up;
You shone so bright like a nuclear cloud.
An explosion in my heart and then you were gone;
Tomorrow you may not remember me,
But you shall not be forgotten.


A single smile, with your red hair in the wind,
Reminded me of what could be, if I changed a few things
And forgot those bad memories that have now engulfed me.
They keep me here trapped, letting nobody in.


I'm willing to risk it all and lay here at your disposal,
To dispose of at your dissatisfaction,
But to keep while I'm still useful.
Until the day comes when you disappear into the night,
Then like a candle blowing in the wind,
Your love will walk out of my life.


But the pains we have endured, shall become our cure.
Make us stronger this time; we can do it for sure.
Just one girl and one boy, how hard can it be?
It's as easy to do as you’re A,B,Cs.


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