closer closer closer closer
closer closer closer closer
closer closer closer closer
closer closer closer closer
closer closer closer closer
closer closer closer closer
closer closer closer closer
closer closer closer closer
closer closer closer closer
closer closer closer closer
closer closer closer closer
closer closer closer closer
closer closer closer closer
closer closer closer closer
closer closer closer closer
closer closer closer closer

you cancelled everything
I was looking forward to,
what kept me going

and since you keep me inside
away from everyone I love
alone with all my fears

what's it worth staying for?

Don’t belong here
I try to escape
in the words
and hide from
the world.

I want
the water
to boil me
to cook me alive
peel off all my layers

and reveal what I’ve been trying to hide.

oh darling,
undress me
I want to feel
my lips against your lips
skin against skin
hands wandering on your
damped body
touching you
careful and slowly
kiss me passionately
  
                 & love me deep.

do we fear the love
we think we don't deserve?

It’s where we smoked our cigarettes
because we were already living for way too long
but we never jumped of the roof

we only let the smoke
burn our lungs from inside out
and wanted death to come closer slowly.

we love
as hard as we
fall apart
on our worst days

what if God
regrets creating
a human
like me?

the feeling of
l o v e
spreading like a
venom through my veins
my hands are trembling
my body shaking
my head is dizzy

and in the end of the day
I only can think of
                                       you
you      
                    you
                                        ­           you
you
                                 you
        you
                                           you.

fall in love
fall apart
fall asleep
- and repeat

shatter me
break my heart
& my bones
kiss me passionately

a red liquid
flew as tears over your
cheeks
not because sadness or grief,
but caused by guilt
we won't let you forget what you've done
the blood of the innocent
keeps sticking on your body.

decide between stepping back
or jumping
to fall from
heights that used to scare me
because I'm not afraid anymore
to fall down and reach
the bottom
of
my soul

but it's easier
to just
fall asleep.

I'm risking so much
by touching
you.
But when our
lips meet
I don't fear
death anymore.

but just as
Adam and Eve
I couldn't stand
the temptation.

from the way you look at me
like dreams can come true
I know you fell immediately
just as I did for you.

what if
the wounds won't heal?
what if
my heart keeps aching
so bad?
what if
my tears won't stop
flowing?

what if
I just give up?

the only heart that will beat for you forever
is the heart in your own chest.