My lips brush against your forehead As my arms pull you close You're soft and warm and precious Our breathing aligns like our energies I want to keep you safe To kiss you every day for the rest of my life To give you all of my heart And build up a gentle home The world can be a cold and dark place But your heart is pure light You radiate love and care And knowing you is a truly a gift Your stunning eyes and beautiful smile Can so easily bring me to my knees You disarm me without even trying As your soul whispers into mine Encouraging and sweet You've been a support on my darker days And I am eternally grateful To trust you with my vulnerability You've awoken something within me That I never knew existed A piece of my soul buried deep It knew you immediately The moment I saw you, When I heard you speak I knew without a doubt That I needed you in my life It didn't make sense to me then But now it's all too clear The universe was our guiding light And our love is a sacred space
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You are solid ground When it feels like I'm falling. I want to be your parachute To give you a safe space to land. You are steady and safe In a world shaken and turbulent. I want to hold space for you feelings When everything is too much. You are a soft, warm hug In the coldest night air. I want to walk with you through the darkness, Supportive and steadying. You are truly a gift and A love I cherish deeply. I want to feel your soul dance with mine But I know they already do. I love you sweet baby And one day I'll kiss you too
Girl is alone Girl stays up hours imagining what her future husband acts like And how life may be with him Girl meets boy Girl creates his personality in her mind Wonders what she can take from him Girl sets her standards so high up boy can’t reach So Girl gets bored and moves on Her mind is a factory working to craft the perfect man Nothing is right Until Girl meets girl Spends hours talking to girl Girl would never want to change anything about girl When the world falls apart around them Everything is okay When Girl loves girl
glue down the edges of the wig over line everything that is too small hide everything that is too big dress myself up like a doll prance around like a drunken mess dance around to try and make rent ****** you would think on the brink you would think but after the drink and the spotlight i have no doubt in my mind, this is life they call me many names, a man of many faiths or faces but never peep any laces corset underneath this slip dress another j to smoke away stress pennies never my worries i will be provided for surely i am doing my work, my work is doing me i dont know who is in control is it her, him, he is it I that takes the lead after everything is off, the mirror doesn’t notice me wondering who will ever notice me
I'm crying for a girl who never existed. One who failed but always persisted, to try and figure out what makes one woman. these thoughts about gender felt like a shout, but this 'girl' was still figuring it out. Now this person mourns the loss, of this gender that felt like an albatross.