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Millee 5d
im tangled,
wrapped in tape measures
that will never read what
i desire

im glued
onto a scale
which determines
my worth

OVERWEIGHT

to watch the numbers lower
would be a miracle.
all my sacrifices
paying off...

but you're sick
sick with something killing you
something that must be fixed
force feed me till i can't fight back

FAILURE

then i return
to the sorry old loop
one that continues
as it determines my worth.
silvervi Feb 21
We are worthy. We are capable. We are loved.

Especially when we're sick and tired or when we feel like laying in bed all day. Or when we actually do nothing the whole day. I want to remind us that this doesn't mean we're not productive, not capable or not worthy.

We're still as worthy as before, we're still as loved as before. It's just that our bodies and minds need to rest.
We actually need to rest regularly, but sometimes we forget that.

Now that I am sick I realized that and it's a relief to be there for myself although I feel so unproductive. I am loved. And you are, too. No matter what you're doing or not doing.
Love comes from within. It's always here. Reach out and hold your own hand. You are worthy, you are loved. You are important.
A M Ryder Mar 7
It is no measure
Of good health
To be well adjusted
To a profoundly
Sick society
Maria Feb 13
I didn't leave fast,
Just bit by bit.
I didn't leave all at once.
I stood and I waited.

I vanished not quick.
Just drop by drop.
I vanished as a fog,
Till I determined to stop.

I couldn't stay more.
I had to leave quick.
We had to break up.
We both were like sick
The streets are frosty,
Blazing white with snow.
The academy has canceled testing,
Because a student has been afflicted with frostbite,
Icy sickness in his fingers.
Welcome to America,
You can go west and burn up,
Or stay to the east and freeze.
This is one crazy winter.
You sat there in your phone

As if I’m not even there

And Yet you still do it anyways

I’m just some toy for you to play with




You always lead me back here

I’m so tired of your ****

So stay the hell away from me

I’m done playing your games




——————————————————




You gave me

-Trust Issues-

Why you lying all the time




You told me that I’d

-Burn In Hell-

So I guess I’ll see you there




——————————————————




I’m not sorry

For the things I said

You can tell me what you want

But the guilty get punished




Don’t ask me to apologize

For your mistakes

Never expect me to take your blame

Because I never feel any shame




——————————————————




You gave me

-Trust Issues-

Why you lying all the time




You told me that I’d

-Burn In Hell-

So I guess I’ll see you there




——————————————————










Will you just shut the **** up

And get the hell out of my head

Not everything is about you

So get the **** out of my life

You should’ve been dead




——————————————————




You gave me

-Trust Issues-

Why you lying all the time




You told me that I’d

-Burn In Hell-

So I guess I’ll see you there




——————————————————




haha

you make me sick
Wow i got a bit mad after i got rid of a toxic friend. Written as a song, kinda old BoyWithUke style. Somehow actually got a rhythm in my head
Diya Jawa Jan 18
I’m sick and tired of not being able to show the real me,
Pretending to be ‘she’.
‘She’ who has the perfect body,
‘She’ who can audition for the Kardashians probably.
‘She’ who everyone wants to date,
But then again, ‘she’ who everyone hates.
So it concludes i’m happy that i’m not ‘she’,
But everyone night, in the back of my mind
I wish I wasn’t me.
I can't breathe,
I'm afraid
my life leaving me?
sick and dying
all over aga-
It's getting worse, but lucky for me I don't need to breathe to type
When your tears feel like blood
Falling down your face
Burning in place
When your heart feels like
Pain
aching every beat
Breaking
       Faking
  Shaking

When you can't remember
Why you're alive
Why you would want to be
Everything is gloomy
Everything is nothing

When the snow falls and it's magical
Then melts the next day
Grey sludge
Gross and out of place

When you beg for someone
To be your friend
Someone to let you play pretend
Let you laugh
Let you know it'll be ok
Let you feel for once
What you used to on a lovely autumn day

I'm alone
I'm always so alone
I'm sick
Chronically
Mentally
Unforgivablely
Who did I hurt
To deserve this

I can't even pretend anymore
Life can be better
People care
People love me
No,
I'm alone
I'm *****
I'm pathetic
And weak
I'm almost thirty

My life is empty
I'm barren
I'm godless
I'm hopeless
And diseased

I beg for you again
Please, won't you be my friend
Look at me
Oh God please
Don't look at me
I'm weak
I'm so weak
I'm begging
I can't stop begging
Why can't I heal
Why must I break
Why must I sit alone
And bleed
From my face
Everyday
Alone
In every way
No laughter
No joy
No dancing
Just
Destroyed

My life is a hospital bed
I'm the disease
Everyone else is lead
I'm poisoned by them
But I want more
I lay not on the bed
But the floor
Put the medication in my IV
save me
Oh I beg so deeply
Save me from this life
I want to die
I wish to live
What more can I ******* give

The doctors never listen
They only demand
Money money
Then let you know firsthand
You don't matter
You are nothing
Shut up and go away

And so I listened
And I stayed
In my hell
Where the snow
Only last but a day
I'm so tired of living life just to go to another doctors appointment or have another surgery
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