Before I lose everything..everyone that I care for?
What I need in my life, so very much?
The storm was started
As anger lit the match
I mended such broken parts back together
Can’t you see? Insanity?
It might be said “to last, forever.”
“Will you get the best of me?”
I have suffered through Ednos and Adhd,PTSD, and Addictions for many years. I was never broken. I got my help and stronger with the right family. Friends. I got stronger. Support to any who still suffer and have yet to find their own ground.
the worst type of hurt is not the red-faced, hot tears, scratchy throat, puffy-eyed sadness we all see, but instead it is the empty space in your chest that you cannot seem to fill. it is the sound of your favorite song playing on repeat as you try to diminish all thoughts of them and how they made you feel. it is the sight of seeing them happy without you because you know in your heart the only thing ever holding them back was yourself. the worst type of hurt is knowing you were their hurt, and being just as hurt anyways.
to wonder why would I lie, do you read or listen or look or stop when al you can do has been done al read y and stand waiting waithing to catch a breath
Up ag'in the wall?
If Dunning Kruger is all they got to throw, you know what you know, wrong ain't evil, lying ly real calling right wrong is something only
a left hand wishing to make some noise could imagine right
clap clap clap, and **** Feynman
backing us up with a little James Dean ditty from the ***** City
Times change, reality may be de or re ift
in a rich man with a satisfied mind. (if you'd only known.) Take another question?
chew and swallow and wait, this will get your guts grinding reasons the frontal cortex always gets
chirality inhibitions about letting the right hand do anything the left can't imagine.
You know how it is. we get by.
Equality of out comes as I pondered what a good person with Dunning Kruger would respond to being when outed by a *** professing peace is beyon a kuna mootada. Y'know fun to write, fun to read, or your ****** id.
How do you tell someone that they are both the best and worst thing to happen to you. Meeting you made me experience something I had not yet experienced. I learned to care in a way I did not know I could before. But with the care, and the love came this pain that also I had yet to know before You made me experience the most sunniest days and the coldest I don't know whether to say thank you or I hate you