undiagnosed thought spreads - species - from within my form an eccentric newcomer newbarer a giddy little mammal pelting the walls of its enclosure unphased and joyful a ceaseless battering a pinball of mental energy and disorientation
(against medical council) welcome !
induce derangement and heck make me rife i was boring and ripe for defilement
new tainted me can take a chance flinging experimental feces a manner of preach that'll able me a cockpit in society
[plattering my output without restraint i bludgeon my imagined view upon creation at large
a charge without caution with a disappointing mild reaction dismissive i failed even to be a minor polarizing irritation]
I can’t help but picture you in that bed With wires and tubes And I want nothing more than to stroke your hair And kiss your face But I am a phantom in your life A dark secret, never to be uncovered And I will sit in silent torture waiting for your consciousness Powerless and fearful for the children that were never mine. Fearful for a life I was never going to be a part of.