There must be madness swirling inside me My stomach aches A sickly urge in the back of my throat I imagine it whirls around in my blood Surging through my body like morphine It spreads to my hands at first A tremble of my fingers slipping glass from my hold It glitters before my eyes i feel it travel to my forearms creeping up into my biceps Scars reopen and red spills My fingers now coated in crimson Then it's clogged my chest all to fast It's getting harder to breathe but still my lungs fill with air Heart squeezing, ribs popping out of place Yet my body stays the same From there it splits in two ways One drips down into my stomach then pooling in my feet and weighing me down The other creeps up my neck Taking the oxygen from my head It starts to spill out my eyes In tears of panic And i remember the ways to stay sane None of them work now Nothing is working now
With the sun invested in your patience, You get so cold when you are breaking So silence and I exchange nonsensical chats as silence waits to draw the curtains and I wait for you to handover your ache to my extended hand
Finally I'm accepting this how love can be this harsh? I love when it moves away from me
Behind this hardness I laugh and I erased myself for it now it's questioning me that am I asked to wait? It's your fault for your destruction
His heavy wings fly away finally my stem branches left alone but beautiful flowers bloomed when I let it go I envy this beautiful flowers on me I'm so kind to them I'm so in love with them don't come to make me heavy in this rain
Oh my love is blind It let you go far away of you want In this night.
Hand keys To my heart What a start To another fatal Chapter After The utter shatter And the picking up again Love’s abusive Friend Sadist archer With fiery arrows And a gate I can’t defend Keys missing This may be my End Before I’m even beginning Key tucked safely In your hands And my stupid mind Thinks I’m winning Final inning And I’m coming Up Short No retort Here I am again The ubb And dubb Of a key Made of me I’m in love I’m lacking I pierce Shattering Smattering together The same chorus Forever In offering of lovers Like livers That keep growing Back Back to the rock And in offering I lack Maybe it’s me But in order To be free I must offer my key
Shes breaking inside, Leaving behind shattered fragments of who she used to be. Hes lost but following, A trail of something deep with no end that he can see. Hes closing in on her, As is her fear. But she lead him to a destination, Without knowing it is here. And now he has arrived, With the piece That will transform them Into a masterpiece.