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Apr 2019 · 371
You Don't Remember
Erian Rose Apr 2019
You don't remember
how I had ran
You don't remember
how I didn't say a word
You don't remember
the pain you gave me
You don't remember
how I left
You don't remember
the words I repeated
You don't remember
who I am
You don't remember
how I searched for you
You don't remember
all the denials...

You don't remember
how many times I've lied to you...
Because I still love you...
And you don't remember...
A poem of some memories..I'm willing to share...
Apr 2019 · 361
Pulse
Erian Rose Apr 2019
Hearts beat
To the weight of a drum
With a steady beat
Against our palms
You're all I see
In the light of the day
Our pulse thumping
All in one
Apr 2019 · 549
Disappear
Erian Rose Apr 2019
Sometimes I wish I could disappear
Abandon the world the way it is
Turn invisible once more
But that'll never happen
For the sake of you
For the sake of me
I'll disappear
Apr 2019 · 321
missing
Erian Rose Apr 2019
I love you
I can't help
missing you
you're the only thing on my mind
and now all is left
Is missing you
Apr 2019 · 617
alone
Erian Rose Apr 2019
you left me standing
alone
in the twilight of it all
you vanished in the mist
in the hurt
of everything
you left me standing
alone
Apr 2019 · 300
gone
Erian Rose Apr 2019
before I realized
you were gone
life was worth
more then ever
now you left
leaving me dead
a person I once was
Apr 2019 · 305
Friends
Erian Rose Apr 2019
I can't help but think
what it would be like
If I had never had the courage
to talk to you
Would we still be friends?
Whatever you think "friends" is..
Would we still talk?
Or would we drift, become strangers again..
You don't know how much it pains
to fall in love
and pretend to fall out of it
You don't see past
the mask that hides the scars
You don't know my smile
Is all a fake
Just to please you
So you can leave me alone
Because it pangs..
Apr 2019 · 288
Remedy
Erian Rose Apr 2019
You are my only
Remedy
Apr 2019 · 518
broken radio
Erian Rose Apr 2019
as the lyrics come to a pause
when the rhythm departs in the air
all is left is the broken radio
and tears dried as fair
Apr 2019 · 710
If I go..
Erian Rose Apr 2019
Is there even a point?
We're just an atom compared to a million worlds..
If I go..
Will anyone bother to care?
My energy will still be there..
Apr 2019 · 332
stereo
Erian Rose Apr 2019
my love for you will never die
like the everlasting beat of the stereo.
Apr 2019 · 418
Promise
Erian Rose Apr 2019
I'll hold your hand
When times get rough
Cause I'll always be here
When you feel like you're not enough
I promise
Apr 2019 · 381
Only Forever
Erian Rose Apr 2019
Till time slows
Or if the last of the
Stars drift away
I'll love you
  ~
I wish I could see you
Face to face
We could talk the day away
And in the dark of the daylight
We can fix our broken pieces
I'll love you
Only forever
~
You're always on my mind
When I'm with a friend
Or a stranger
In the end
I'll always remember
The times we spent together
~
I'll love you
Only forever
Mar 2019 · 506
tomorrow
Erian Rose Mar 2019
I see your pain
I see your sorrow
But what you don't see
Is there's always a tomorrow
Mar 2019 · 563
love letters
Erian Rose Mar 2019
If I could write you a letter
For how much I love you
The pages would be filled
From margin to margin
On every page
They would reach heights
That would be above reach

If the pages ever tear
Ever fade away
Just know I'll be here
To love you every day ❤
Mar 2019 · 540
“Just a dream”
Erian Rose Mar 2019
last night I found
myself in a different place
everything had changed
I didn’t know the difference

the night was gloom
with sprinkles of light
all I saw was emptiness
all I saw was me

“Just a dream,”
they say
“Just a dream.”

How do you know
If it wasn’t reality?
Mar 2019 · 305
lost
Erian Rose Mar 2019
You lost my trust
And you lost me too
Mar 2019 · 383
never
Erian Rose Mar 2019
I've never told you
How much I love you.
Mar 2019 · 693
No
Erian Rose Mar 2019
No
Whatever you ask,
I can’t help but say yes.
You wouldn’t understand if I told you.
You wouldn’t feel the same way I do.
So I cover it up,
hoping you won’t notice.
For once
Let me say,
“No.”
Mar 2019 · 423
Heartbeat
Erian Rose Mar 2019
To the rhythm of a drum
My heart races
pounding in love
whenever we meet face to face

A swirl of happiness swirls through
While sparks fly inside
No matter how broken
My heart beats for you
Mar 2019 · 478
Starless moon
Erian Rose Mar 2019
In the light of the day
The burning seizes to sting
As the night shadows
You're the only thing on my mind

The world revolves faster
When the night rises in stars
And my hand in yours

Looking over
The burning still pains
The beauty dims away
As the sun rises in the morning

Your eyes hover
With the light of a starless moon.
Mar 2019 · 612
Nothing
Erian Rose Mar 2019
With a world full of heroes, all I am is a zero.
I am nothing, in a universe of everything.
Nothing.
Mar 2019 · 722
dandelion
Erian Rose Mar 2019
in a sea of roses
so brilliant and bright
i'd give you a bouquet
with their petals in  color
from red
to white
to yellow
to blue
and watch the casting shades
beam in your eyes
worth more than an iris
with love deep as a lily
and whenever i'm with you
i see a field of dandelions
because you are worth so much more
then a garden of roses
Mar 2019 · 480
Hurting
Erian Rose Mar 2019
From the tears that fall
To the pounding wall
Nothing stings more
Then the hurting inside
Mar 2019 · 322
Silent
Erian Rose Mar 2019
Silent dreams
but all we hear
are violent screams
Mar 2019 · 607
Pouring Rain
Erian Rose Mar 2019
When we hold close
You turn away
When our hands touch
You drift  further from day
When things look calm
The tornado rages on
Not even an umbrella
Can conquer the pouring rain
Mar 2019 · 470
Fireflies
Erian Rose Mar 2019
Fireflies flicker in the midnight
Casting light like a flashlight
Fluttering around the open fields
Calling out to each other in hope
Their light gleams throughout the night
Making paths across the darkness
For others to follow in the daylight rays
As beautiful as they are
Nothing compares to you
We'll help each other past the dull skies
Shining as brightly
As the fireflies
Mar 2019 · 424
Falling
Erian Rose Mar 2019
We fall
Not wanting to let go
Remembering the moments
Where nothing meant forever

We fell
Helping our broken hearts mend
In the silence of the day
Before we dreamed back under again

We're falling
We're always falling
Mar 2019 · 530
Here for You
Erian Rose Mar 2019
Pain runs through my nerves
When I see you in vain
But even in the bitter of days
Things will get better
For you and me
As we face life together
Through the dark
That yet when the tears start to fall
I'll be here for You
Things will get better
Always
I'll be here for You
Mar 2019 · 325
Moonlight
Erian Rose Mar 2019
While the moonlight shines
the moon hangs low
calling out to those
whose hearts venture high
whether the moon be clouded
or unseen by the rain
they'll always stay
in hopes of reaching the stars above
while continuing to wonder
with the world in grasp
holding every spark
to let them shine within the moonlight
Mar 2019 · 1.1k
Castle
Erian Rose Mar 2019
In the kinder glow
our eyes meet
flashing like a castle
lost in the snow

The sky illuminating in blazing blues
and solemn reds
but even in the dark of night
a light is shed

In the dawn of morning
kingdoms will grow
blooming, blooming
from the castle below
Dec 2018 · 419
Ever After
Erian Rose Dec 2018
A lost glass slipper
Shouldn't mean a broken heart
A locked door
Upon the highest peaks of a castle
Shouldn't mean locking yourself away
The bullseye shone brightly of an arrow
Shouldn't lead to running away
It's the ever after that counts
Everything else before
Everything after
Whether you choose your own path
Which always tends to be the case
Just know you're not the only one
Longing for freedom
Cause remember
This is your Happily Ever After
Nov 2018 · 434
ocean
Erian Rose Nov 2018
Like an ocean
Our love reaches depths
Depths farther any mankind could go
We act as if we are kids
Riding on a Ferris wheel round and round
Or skidding in the snow
Packing crystals into spheres
Hitting the fabrics of each other
Its endless in our depths
Drawing pictures in the sand
Taking the dive into these waters
Wondering what it will be like years later
Deep in the depths
Of our ocean
Nov 2018 · 367
Eyes
Erian Rose Nov 2018
Sweet and solemn
Tender and blue
A sparkle of night
And a love so bright
If nothing else could be true
A mist among the water
To the eyes of a dove
When I see you
You're all of the above
Nov 2018 · 1.7k
Paint
Erian Rose Nov 2018
Paint with true color
Trace in bold strokes
Hold each closely
For you alone can see
Beauty is hidden deep inside
Every line and stroke you make
So observe where you stride
Skipping over each other line
What you find in these vibrant tones
Might lead you to a path
All your own
Nov 2018 · 363
Frost
Erian Rose Nov 2018
In the coldness of the day
A frigid breeze swirls past
The trees covered in frozen crystals
And hands that hold as cold as ice
When your heart is mended
Tapped and glued
The frost melts it away
While the fire boils
And embers burn to ashes
The frost conceals all in glasses
Stiff and lifeless in its grasp
If only the frost could render a damaged life
Because frost isn't as powerful
As the sleet that shivers a windshield
Nov 2018 · 339
Shattered
Erian Rose Nov 2018
From the mirror window
What do you see?
From broken glass
And fallen dreams
What do you see?
The moon shines brightly in the nights
Where the stars glow past the darkened flow
The hollows whose bark falls apart
Landing upon a chill cold ground
What do you see?
In a window light
Shining brighter as ever
Leaving a path past the midnight
And a bird's crooked crow
What do you see
When you stare ever blankly
Through the shattered window?
Nov 2018 · 1.9k
Drowning
Erian Rose Nov 2018
Drowning, Drowning
In a pool of water
The sun against the sky
Everything splashes
Like waves trapped in a bottle
Pounding like a beating heart
torn apart from torn again
Drowning, Drowning
In darkened sands
Drowning, Drowning
In a place that never stands
Nov 2018 · 390
Rollercoaster
Erian Rose Nov 2018
Loving you,
Is like the sun burning into the horizon
The flicker of a lighted match
A roaring gust a wind
only waiting to push us over
And a color shown as pure
as a puff of smoke
We're nothing as an intertwine
But mangled souls in opposite directions
Loving you,
When we meet eye to eye
All we see
Are roller coasters
On an endless journey
To a place where we never fell
Where the rollercoaster leads
We find ourselves
Never truly loving each other.
Nov 2018 · 2.0k
Love
Erian Rose Nov 2018
Love,
Open your eyes and look up to the sky
Draw your finger across the night
Connect the dots one by one
Picture the images you see
Love,
Look at me
I don't need to paint the night
Cause all I need is in front of me
Your eyes sparkle as twilight
Gorgeous and bright
All I need is you Love
Because when I see you
Your the only star I see

Darling,
You own the galaxy ❤
Nov 2018 · 157
Stars
Erian Rose Nov 2018
You shine
Brighter than the stars
They only want to burn your glow
Take your place
Don't let them do that
They just want you to fall
Fall into the Earth
Dissolve before the surface
You shouldn't let them take your glow
Your shine that shows who you are
You're worth more than that
You'll always be worth more than that

Although every star falls at one point
You deserve the sun
Shining for the entire galaxy to see
Shining to lead the wise men
Like an angel
Watching down from above
And you'll always be that way
Always be as beautiful
And be shining
Shining like a million Stars
Oct 2018 · 266
Fall
Erian Rose Oct 2018
Is something wrong
with me?
We are always falling
so easily.
Why don't you talk
to me?
The less pain,
the more we see.
Is something wrong with me?
Sep 2018 · 322
Wondering
Erian Rose Sep 2018
Wondering and wondering.
That's all it is.
Over and over, finding myself falling for someone new.
I know she's not like me,
nor likes me that way,
so it's best to stray away
before diving in to deep
and becoming the girl I was last.

Wondering and wondering,
Feeling better then ever.
Over and over wondering the halls.
Noticing my former crush,
who I'd admired for years
not before the past year,
when the butterflies at once flew away.

All I do is wonder.
For love,
for wanting to be free,
for finding who I really am,
all by wondering.
May 2018 · 186
Lines
Erian Rose May 2018
Sorry
but it's hard to stay
to color
to run
inside of the lines.
May 2018 · 188
Everything.
Erian Rose May 2018
When it begins to feel like rubble,

Everything's coming down.



Before the bell of noon,

Everything is coming out.

Long before the sunsets arise,

On a day before Saturday night,

Nothing  is going to hold me back.

Going on with daily sight.



To many might have heard it before,

On nothing but a rumor.

Going higher than intended,

Everything is coming out.



Today is turning to an hour,

Having it turn to a mumble,

Every time lasts even longer,

But it's everything for now.

— The End —