1,096.4 miles away
180 minutes far
one phone calls dial
hoping to the universe,
you are here instead.

as I dream about you
lost in my thoughts,
I know that was not for naught.
I'm stuck here only to know how far you are.

I clutch to remind myself,
it will all get better in time,
your smile seems to cross my face,
setting my mood at a new pace.

I hold onto these things,
because these are coming
sooner than I will think of
in the hope of a better time,
that you will be here.

I'd count the stars,
And measure my happiness through it.
I'd water the Lilly,
For the contagious odour of hope
I'd thank th sun
For the light beaming into my heart.
The universe
Is my hope and dream.

Each holy moment,
flows swiftly into the next
while the Gods make love.

Stars,planets, space, infinite expanse.
Is it just old light?
Is it just ice, rocks and dust?
Is life all encompassing?
Is coalescence a must?
Writing a verse about the universe.
Is matter the chorus written within the song of infinity?
Does gravity flow and ebb like the tide?
Does time writhe and struggle like the dying beast?
Will the void consume as does a king at his feast?
What is it that planets discuss?
"What is really at your core?"
"Do you know your own state?"
"Be it solid, liquid, gas or plasma?"
"Perhaps do you contain condensate?"
Collapsing, contracting, imploding, eroding.
Was it all just a sneeze of creation by some omnipotent presence?
What does it all mean?
Where is the essence?

And it gets easier
Every moment that passes
I no longer think of you the way I did before
I no longer daydream of you the way I did, no more

I might have flashes of moments, those that make me smile
Yet they all cover the moments that broke me apart
Not sure if you knew but you didn't seem to care
Not showing any signs of wanting me to stay

People say "opposites attract", yet there's always an exception
Caring too much to find I wasn't getting any affection
Letting my idealization run the show while my soul was hurting
The place I found you in isn't really meant for people like me

Not knowing what I'd see, I jumped head-on
Through the process I started thinking "maybe..maybe not"
It felt too good, after long enough not feeling a thing
It was almost like a gift sent by the Universe to me

But almost like having a switch in you, the feelings were turned off
When the kissing and the touching were over, *switch off"
"Time to leave, my darling, can't you see?"
"You're not meant to stay here, you are not meant for me"

I believe only time will tell, and I hope I laugh at all of this
Experiences and lessons tend to have a sort of humor in them
I'm sure I'll smile knowing how true and loving I was
Even having someone not believe in a single phrase I pronounced

I don't blame you, it's hard to believe in anything these days
Specially people you meet through a screen, among the rest
Too many options, not enough time, that's what they say
Yet I no longer have the time to get lost in there again

Maybe you're the cherry on top, the one who makes one believe
That it's probably time to stop trying and just let it be
The illusion is sometimes stronger than the facts
And I, a self-proclaimed daydreamer, knew it from the start

Needless to say, I wish you well, wherever you are
I don't hate you, I hate the person this experience made me become
But I'm sure I'll soften throughout time, I always do
Because the magic inside of me is brighter than the shadows
That a broken heart
Pulls you to