They tell me that one day someone will come into my life and make everything feel right again, but how can they? I've always longed for things I can't have, people that don't return. I have never felt the sublimity of anyone's presence like I did with yours, nevertheless, I pushed you away. I always do this, when I finally find something good worth keeping, the fear of losing it makes me subconsciously push it away. I let everything get the best of me, not realizing what I'm worth, I never keep what I deserve. I am brimming with secrecy inside of me, your presence still lingers within me. The truth was never meant to be seen, only touched and left for eternity to disintegrate. Even if we were destined to be, I think it's only imaginary.
It sure is such a rarity To have any kind of clarity In this pall we’re cover with - no verity Grey is not lit with any prosperity Only shroud covered lands all in a form of familiarity Knowing what is covered, but cannot see it’s true identity Shadows cast through the day of skies so cloudy A wet mist reminds - there is no remedy Sunshine does not peek or wink through an atmosphere so gloomy Dark grey grows over the land walked by one in singularity Unfortunately, having clarity is such a rarity, a sad insincerity..
When the day is gloomy, depressed, and/or down feeling. When you feel that the world about you is so far away from any of your senses....
Nostalgia and memories Hope and reveries Love and peace Tears and craving-for-remedies All bonded together like quarks.
The undying dream of mine To be flawlessly contented Is overflowing from my spines Ah I want contentment to be mine!
Today, I find my happiness in nature In the serenity of seashore In the scenic stature In the golden green of pasture In the classic scent of roses The nature with its appealing scenery Tickles a sense to smile at the thrill A vibe of peace; nature contentment Really becomes a fulfilling feast to end my lament All hail to Lord who creates this nature remedy And makes my soul breathe sturdy!
@ Home Beach Village Resort, Pantai Cahaya Bulan, Kelantan, Malaysia. [181228 - 181229]
Pain is a familiar feeling. Almost as if comes naturally. Pain physically, mentally and emotionally. It's draining, tiering, and lonely. But when we're in the same room and our eyes meet for a second, feels like an eternity of happiness. I'm wounded, hurt and overwhelmed with pain...and your my remedy.