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6.7k · Jan 2019
Little things
Jaxey Jan 2019
A rainy day
A dead rose
That picture on the wall
My little sisters test
Hanging on the fridge
The project I used to stall
My Polaroid camera
A broken mug
My mom's excuse of fun
A walk outside
A kitty in my lap
The trophies I forgot I won
A forgotten poem
A silent scream
A whisper of the untold true
Little things
Little dreams
All ending with you
You were my untold story
6.3k · Oct 2018
Let me hurt
Jaxey Oct 2018
I don't want you to fill up the empty parts of me
I don't want you to carry my weight and let me cry on your shoulder
I don't want you to pick up my broken pieces
And glue them back together for me
No
I will buy my own glue when I have enough money
I will hold my broken pieces and get them back together somehow
I will learn how to balance on my own two feet and soak my own shirt will my tears
I don't want you to fix the light that has burnt out inside of me
I want to learn to light up my own world
And then I want you
Because together we could light it on fire
Lets burn this **** to the ground and then get out of here
5.6k · Oct 2018
Emotions
Jaxey Oct 2018
Hot coco tastes like chocolate
Popcorn tastes like salt
Cats feel too soft
Dogs bark too loud
I'm hungry so I will eat
I'm thirsty so I will drink
I'm tired so I will sleep
I’m alive so I will be
My brain is working
My heart is pumping
I am alive
But I am not living
What are emotions again?
4.4k · Oct 2018
Ice cubes
Jaxey Oct 2018
I wish I could freeze my happiness
In little ice cubes
So when I'm having a bad day
I can just pop one in my mouth
And let it melt my worries away.
Let me melt with you
3.0k · Feb 2019
Love is Evol
Jaxey Feb 2019
Love (down)

I love you
And you will never hear me say
That I don't
I know
We are meant to be
I can't believe that you think
You're not beautiful
I'm sorry but
You are mine
You can never say that
I'm lying

Evol (up)
Reverse poems are great my doods
2.9k · Jan 2019
Irony
Jaxey Jan 2019
some 
                                        things
in                                  
        
l i f e

are                         
                        easier
                                 ­                  to

u n d e r s t a n d

   
when
left                                          
                      
m i s u n d e r s t o o d
Try the understand the misunderstood
2.9k · Oct 2018
It's okay
Jaxey Oct 2018
It's okay to fall down
If you don't know how to fly
It's okay to make a rainstorm
If you feel you need to cry

It's okay to get your feelings hurt
By things that people say
It's okay to fall apart
When people don't wanna stay

It's okay to kick and scream
When you life falls apart
It's okay to cry yourself to sleep
When you have a broken heart

It's okay to show the feelings
You feel you need to show
Because falling apart and getting back up
Is the only way you'll grow
It's okay
2.6k · Apr 2019
Pencil
Jaxey Apr 2019
You carved and shaped me to your liking
and then threw me away
when there was nothing left of me
2.5k · Oct 2018
Bouquet
Jaxey Oct 2018
Roses are red
Violets are blue
But now so am I
And it's all cause of you
Now instead of the roses
My writs are blood red
And the violets have stained
The side of my head
You hug me and cry
And I say it's okay
But you always come back
With your violent bouquet
Please no more bouquets
2.4k · Oct 2018
Lonely
Jaxey Oct 2018
I don't want to be alone forever
I want to feel the warmth and love of another
I don’t want a fake friend or a one minute lover
Or the broken pieces of another
I want a real person
A human connection
Not a shadow of my broken reflection
Someone to comfort my cries
To notice my sighs
To empathize and recognize the right things to say
I just need someone to say
That I am loved and I will be okay
I need someone, for once, to stay
I want to hug someone when I am cold
Not a desperate relationship that will get old
I don’t want a robot or another fake mold
I just want a human person with a soul
I want a friend
I want a lover
A sister, a companion, a brother
I don’t want to be alone forever
Will I really be alone forever?
My 24/7 thoughts
2.2k · May 2019
The End
Jaxey May 2019
I was waiting for a happy ending
But now I'm just waiting for the end
hopelessness is a dark place
2.2k · Aug 2019
Cigarette
Jaxey Aug 2019
You held the paper
between you lips
and inhaled

I've never
Been so jealous
Of a cigarette
It should have been me
2.1k · Jan 2019
Hero
Jaxey Jan 2019
You were that person
In my story
That everyone else
Saw as the villain
The **** in the garden
Full of roses
But I saw you as a hero
Because what nobody else realized
Was that the weeds
You had planted
Were just your
Broken attempts
Of making something
Bloom
You were my hero that was everybody elses villain
2.0k · Dec 2018
Today
Jaxey Dec 2018
I will love you
Today
The same way
I did the day
Before today
And the 2 days
Before the other day
I promise to hold you today
Just as tight as i did yesterday
Just as sincere as I did
The day before yesterday
And two weeks from today
I will not lie to you today
I will only say truth like yesterday
Because I know you don't always
Believe me when I say
That I
Will love you
Today
Love me please
1.9k · Apr 2019
broken
Jaxey Apr 2019
i am sorry
that when you broke
i didn't help you back together
but started checking your pieces
to see if any of them could serve
to fill my missing ones
im okay
1.9k · Oct 2018
Mirror
Jaxey Oct 2018
As I stare into the mirror
Her face scrunched up
Is she disgusted
Sad
Does she know that I am
Waiting for happiness too
Does she know that I am
Trying to hide as well
I try to relate as I am
Reaching forward to comfort her
My hand
Meeting glass
My eyes
Grey
As I stare into
the mirror
I look into the mirror
(reversible poem)
1.8k · Oct 2019
Stay
Jaxey Oct 2019
I cuff our wrists together
and tell myself
you're deciding to stay
1.8k · Mar 2019
Feet
Jaxey Mar 2019
don't beg for help
on how to get back up
from the feet
that stood on your legs
and convinced you
you couldn't walk
in the first place
only the broken will understand
1.6k · Sep 2019
one more lie
Jaxey Sep 2019
i will use my last breath
to tell myself
you loved me
just let me die a good man
1.6k · Jan 2019
Sunshine
Jaxey Jan 2019
You may be as bright
As an April sky
But darling
Even the Sun
Casts shadows
You are my sunshine
1.6k · Oct 2018
Astronomy
Jaxey Oct 2018
You are the moon
Dark and lonely
and looking for a friend
And I am the star
sitting right behind you
Praying for you to turn around
Please just turn around
1.5k · Oct 2018
Psycho
Jaxey Oct 2018
The only difference between sound and silence
Is that one is real and one is in your head
I always have a hard time figuring out which one is which
Are you a ******?
1.4k · Aug 2019
Song
Jaxey Aug 2019
You called it our song
But I only got to sing with you
When I was forced between your legs
It was never mine
1.4k · Sep 2019
a-lone-ly (reverse poem)
Jaxey Sep 2019
Lonely

but no longer
alone
I am
trying
and yet I'm not
happy
the sad in me is now
growing
my hope is slowly
diminishing into nothing
my new beginning
was suppose to be taking over
my sadness
lingering
no longer
happy
I am
lonely
but no longer

Alone
I found a home inside myself
1.4k · Oct 2018
Demons
Jaxey Oct 2018
You warned me about your demons
I said I didn't mind
And I didn't
Until they dragged me down
To hell with you
**** me demons please
1.4k · May 2019
My bathroom floor
Jaxey May 2019
i watch the ink run down my arm
the pen, writing the feelings
i could never explain with words;
sitting on my bathroom floor
never led to anything
but unwanted art
pain isn't worth unwanted art
1.4k · Oct 2018
Pain
Jaxey Oct 2018
Don't fall in love
Fall off a cliff
It hurts a lot less :)
Why didn't I just go with the cliff
1.3k · Apr 21
why him
Jaxey Apr 21
so many poems
have started with you
but all have ended
in him
im so sorry
1.3k · Dec 2018
Him
Jaxey Dec 2018
Him
You were a face of November
A face that burned through my mind
As I griped my phone with a shaky hand
And heavy defeat
I read our conversation
Splattered with the words
Of my most recent confession
And wondered
What I had said
To leave me
With wet hands
And another reminder
That I will never be good enough
This is based on recent events that happened with me and a boy that I am still utterly and hopelessly in love with and how he rejected me. And yet even though it causes me so much pain to even look at him, I can't help but be drawn back to him. If you have any advice on how to fill an empty heart, I'm all ears <3
1.3k · Oct 2018
Autumn
Jaxey Oct 2018
I wish everyday for the breeze of an Autumn morning
The light chill that kisses goosebumps along my legs and arms
I wish for a golden leaf to fall into my hair as I walk along the pavement
For the sun to shine through the shy, soft clouds
I wish for a warm cup of cocoa on a November sunset
And the soft fuzz of my cat’s tail brushing against my leg as she purrs onto my hot skin
I wish to curl up beside the fireplace with a good book
And dream into the nothingness of tomorrow
I wish to blast the smell of lavender around me with the click of a lighter
And fall into the wonderful scents of the future
I will gaze out the window as I watch the leaves fall
As the smell of warm heat surrounds me
A book in my lap, my cat by my side
I will fall into a frenzy of chapped lips and soft blankets
Some people wish for a lover or a laptop
But all I want is the breeze of an Autumn morning
I just love Autumn
1.2k · Dec 2018
11:59 PM
Jaxey Dec 2018
it is 11:59 PM
and i love you

and i don't know about you
but in one minute
when a new day begins
when wifes are questioning
where their husbands are
when the city awakens
for their nightly mistakes
and late night distractions spiral
in minds of regret
i will be thinking of you

and if it's possible
i think i will love you even more
than i did one whole minute before
I love you
1.2k · Oct 2018
Melting
Jaxey Oct 2018
It was nothing more
Than the ways your eyes lit up
When you saw the snow falling
That made me realize
How much I wanted it to be cold enough
To freeze time
Let's freeze time for a moment
1.1k · Apr 2019
Lies
Jaxey Apr 2019
I
The word you knew all too well
WILL
The thing I lost along the way
FOREVER
The lie that fell between your lips
LOVE
The feeling I thought was mutual
YOU
The person I no longer need
The art of lying to yourself
1.1k · Dec 2018
Aching
Jaxey Dec 2018
I never knew
If you gave me butterflies
Or just made my stomach hurt
Idk, here's a poem
1.0k · Aug 2019
Plagirism
Jaxey Aug 2019
I've tried to write
So many poems about you
But you're beauty is copyrighted
And I don't believe
In plagiarism
Sad poet
1.0k · Apr 2019
girly kisses
Jaxey Apr 2019
the last thing I tasted
was chocolate chip cookies
as you pulled away
giggling
and leaving my lips
tingling
I miss her already
996 · Aug 2019
Intoxicated
Jaxey Aug 2019
"I love you"
Only fell from your lips
When you were intoxicated
So I slipped a bit of *****
In your drink every night
Pretending it was me
You were drunk on
Please love me
989 · Aug 2019
Punctuation
Jaxey Aug 2019
She kissed him
With question marks?
While he kissed her
With "quotations"
And together they became
a run on sentence...
It never ends.
932 · Jun 2019
Sun
Jaxey Jun 2019
Sun
Black and white
Dark and bright
It's lonely
Without a shadow
In all this light
If only the sun had a shadow
925 · Feb 2019
My Diary
Jaxey Feb 2019
The weight of only a pound
And yet at the same time
Holding the secrets
My back couldn't handle carrying
Tell me your secrets and I'll tell you mine
881 · Nov 2018
Sad
Jaxey Nov 2018
Sad
I haven't been able to write today
And I think it's because everything is okay
There is nothing to do and nothing to say
And it makes me miss being sad

There are flowers blooming inside of my mind
A rainbow just fell across the sky
Everything is warm and I don't know why
But it makes me miss being sad

The warmth of happiness inside of me
Is everything that I've wanted to be
But now that it's here it's unfamiliar to me
And it makes me miss being sad

The warmth in my mind is beautiful and bold
And I once hated the feeling of feeling so cold
But now that I'm somewhere else I miss home
I just think I was made to be sad
I found a home in my own darkness
Jaxey Mar 2019
A
    f
a    
    l
l  
so sudden
it left me dizzy
            and     in    bliss

            a    landing    so
sudden it left me
broken in
p
  i              
                          e              
c ­       
e                
               s
841 · May 2019
Do you have a band aid?
Jaxey May 2019
you words leave me with wounds
deeper than bargained for
and i seem to be out
of band aids
805 · Jul 2019
speck
Jaxey Jul 2019
I feel like a star
so small from afar
yearning for someone to come closer
and see that I'm more
than just another speck in the sky
come closer please
765 · Jan 2019
Loss
Jaxey Jan 2019
The most painful experience
Isn't losing someone
It's the moment you realize
You've lost yourself
- Elena Gilbert
One of my favorite quotes of all time. If you haven't watched The Vampire Diaries do it now.
763 · Sep 2019
Sin
Jaxey Sep 2019
Sin
"I love you"
You say
As you lift up my chin
But you're eyes shine with metaphors
And your hand feels like sin
Stop lying to me
751 · May 2019
Broken
Jaxey May 2019
I always believed
That you had destroyed me
But then I realized
The only person
Who had the power
To destroy me
Was myself
Destruction of the brain
696 · Feb 2019
Stargazing
Jaxey Feb 2019
because loving you
is like trying to stargaze
on a cloudy night
I'm sorry
684 · May 2019
drawing
Jaxey May 2019
I showed you my art
expecting an "ew"
But then you rolled up your sleeve
and said "I draw too"
do you have unwanted art?
633 · Feb 2019
Monsters
Jaxey Feb 2019
She was scared of the monsters
Hiding under her bed
But the scariest of them all
Were the ones in her head
Can you get rid of these monsters
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